mixed emotions Aka (own Up To YOUR RESPONSIBLY)

chapter 3

I woke up  and got up to used the bathroom and wiped myself and then brushed my teeth and got in the shower and washed up and got out and put on my clothes

I straightened my hair and got on my phone and looked at the time

"OH SHIT"I said to myself its 9:49am I grabbed my bookbags and keys and charger and ran down stairs and locked the door behind me and went next door to Cleo/x house I knocked on the door and cleo answered it

"Hi good morning"I said and she let me in and hugged me

"Good morning"she said

"ADIEN"she yelled and a little boy with a mohawk came running down the stairs and hugged him mama

"I wanna come with you mama"he said awe he so cute

"Adien I told you I'll be back in 2 days"she said hugging him

"Two days is alot"he said and we both laughed

"This is gonna be your baby sitter while I'm gone"she said referring to me I squat down to his level and smile at him

"Hi I'm Makayla what's your name"I asked him sounding all white and shit

"A.. adien"he said and gave me a shy smile

"That's a cute name for a handsome boy"I said and he started to blush awe he is such a sweetie pie

"Okay well mama loves you see u in 2 days"Cleo said  hugging me and then adien

"JAHSEH IM GONE BYE LOVE YOU"she yelled oh shit he's here Cleo left out and adien showed me the guest room I put my book bag down and went in adien room

"So what do u want to do"I asked him he smiles

"Let's play hide and seek"he said yay that's my favorite game 💀 I'm so childish

"Okay I'll count"I said and covered my eyes

"1..2..3..4..5." I counted

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Adien sure can hide I've been looking for him for about 40 minutes now

Until I heard giggling I'm a room I walked in it and it was black and just black I then spotted adien

"Found you"I said and he got up and giggled

"Who's room is this"I asked and stopped smiling his smile turned into a scared smile

"Uhh...jashehs"he said my eyes widen he storm out the room as soon a I get to the door I see x

"Why the fuck are you in my room"he said fear ran over my body but at the same time I wasn't scared

"See adien and me was playing hide and seek and he was in your room hiding I swear I did t know I didn't even Snoop around"I explained talking fast and I quickly walked past him and to adiens room

"You almost got me killed"I said a sighing in relief he giggled

"He isn't always like that you know..mean and scary"adien said to me I raised a eyebrow

"What Happened to him"I asked I know this is wrong to get a 8 year old to talk to me but I wanna be nosey and he seems different

"Well him.and my mama argue sometimes and be always cry at night before he goes to bed he doesn't know I know about that so don't tell him"he said and I smiled and take zip my lips up

"I promise I won't say a word"I said and he gave me a hug

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I just tucked adien in bed I just sat down on the couch and got a text

i hate being honest but where will lying get me ?

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12:00am

I woke up to got pee I got our of bed and walked to the bathroom and went to the bathroom and washed my hands and on my way back to my room I hear crying it must be adien so I went to his room to see him sleeping peacefully in bed I then got confused is this house haunted

X it must be him I remember what adein told me earlier

I walked to his room and opened the door and looked at him he didn't notice me I looked at him for a while

Damn I know exactly how he feels he just like me he hated crying in front of him it makes him feel weak even tho he already is numb it feels good to let the pain flow threw I walked over to him and sat next to him

"What's wrong"I asked him he shit his head up quickly

"Get the fuck out"he told me angry but it didn't bother me because I'm just like him he wants to be alone but really he hated being alone but being alone is the only wya he thinks he can find peace I used to think the same think but now i have changed somewhat

"Why do u hide your pain and sadness with anger"I asked him I do it all the time and I know why I do it

"Why the fuck u care anyways"be asked

"Because I'm just like u"I said and he seemed to get even madder but it didn't scare me

He didn't scare me

"Just get the fuck out"he said but I didn't listen I wanted to help him so bad because I helped myself

I let go of the past I became half numb  meaning I'm numb but not fully  I'm still allowing emotions to flow there me maybe I should just let him be

Sometimes you just can't help everyone

"Fine but if u ever need someone to talk to just ask me or if I'm gone climb threw my window and wait for me"I told him and got up and walked out his room and locked the door on my way out I should really get back to bed

Spend time, waiting for you,you know I'd die before you relize~xxxtentacion

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