Makayla is a 18 year old girl who gets paid to give people edvice and slove the answer to there problems she stays with her mom but her mom is barley home because she's a busy person but what will happen when she meets xxxtentacion and he gets her p...
I just got out the shower and I wanted to be alone I didn't want nobody to see me I was ignoring Lena calls ,ski calls and wifi calls it's been 3 days since I had contacted with anybody all I kept thinking about was x and other things
Why does he push me away when I only want or help I hate that I'm not perfect for anyone o hate that I'm no good to anyone I was alone more then ever I then heard someone hanging on my door like the police I ran down stairs and sung the door open Was ups
"Here is your package I just need you to sign ur name here"the woman said I did as told and grabbed it but didn't open it I just threw it on the couch and why they come do late it's like
9:00pm
I heard another knock on the door I sighed
"Oh my fucking God"I said in irritation I opened the door to see Lena she hugged me quickly
"Oh my gosh girl don't scare me like dat I thought you was dead or something you haven't been responding to my calls or texts what's wrong"she asked me
"Nothing I'm fine I just been sick"I lied and she knew it
"You can always talk to me"she said I shook my head
"It's nothing really"I said and she closed the door
"It going with me to this party right now so get dressed I sighed we both went upstairs and changed
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I had on all black Lena had on blues and black __
We been at this party for hours boys been trying to talk to me But Ignored them I couldn't find Lena and x and ski and wifi was here
*BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG*
Everyone ran out scream where's Lena I seen ski and x and wifi running
"Where's Lena"I asked them scared to death
"I don't know that's who we looking for now"they said I ran outside and there she was lying on the grass she was barely breathing I ran over to her and grabbed her and laid her on my lap ski x and wifi looked shocked mad hurt wifi called the police
"No no no come on Lena stay with me okay hels on the way"I cried hard her blood was all over me
"Y...you need to get out of here I'll be fine the ambulance is almost here y'all need to go"she said coughing up blood
"No I'm not leaving you here"I told her
"If the police see y'all they'll take ya in for questions just go"she said mad kissed me
"One of you get her...out of here pls"she said I then felt arms around me they picked me up and carried me in the car
"NOO DONT LEAVE HER WE HAVE TO GO BACKK"I yelled as the person holds me still in there lap
"Makayla she's going to be okay"I insanely knew who it was we pulled up to my house and I was still crying
I got out the car and so did x I stormed in the house and so did x I ran upstairs to my room and so did he and I turned around and looked at him
"What do u want huh"I asked him mad but I was only covering up my sadness with anger
"I just want to help you"he said I scoffed
"Help me you want to help me you made me leave my bestfriend to die"I told him pissed now
"Shes not dead"he said getting closer to me
"How do you know that"I said and he looked down
"Exactly now get out"I said taking off my shoes
"No I want to help you"he said
"JUST LEAVE"I yelled at him
"LET ME HELP YOU"he yelled at me
"WHY HUH CAUSE WHEN I WANTED TO HELP YOU YOU DIDN'T WANT IT X YOU DIDNT WANT MY HELP YOU WANTED TO DO THINGS ON YOUR OWN WHY DO YOU WANT TO HELP ME X WHY YOU DONT EVEN LIKE ME SO WHY DO YOU WANT TO HELP ME NOW"I yelled at him taking my clothes off wiping my body off with a wet wrag and putting on shim shorts and a tank top I turned around and x grabbed me and hugged me I couldn't help but cry
"I'm sorry Makayla I really am"he said I held onto him and he laid us in my bed
"I'm staying weather you want me too or not"he said
___ Me and x was at the hospital and ski and wifi and Lena's mom we've been here for hours trying to see her then the doctor came out we all stood up
"I have good news and bad news the good news is Lena is alive but the bad news is she is in a coma"the doctor said we all sighed her mom broke down in tears I hugged her
"Shh it's okay shes okayshes gonna be okay mama"I told he was she cried
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Her mom just walked out her room and now me ski x and wifi had a turn to visit her her mom was staying the night but she gave us are time
I walked sin the room to see her hooked up to all those toobs and shit I walked over to her bed even tho she was in a coma I held her hand
"Hey girl *chuckes* its me Makayla your bestfriend....*sniffs* I remember when um...we were kids and your ice cream fell on the ground...*chuckled and sniff*you started to cry am so gave u my ice cream and as soon as you put it up to your mouth it dropped"I said crying I felt someone hands rub my back
"And remember the time we beat them bitchs asses that day of prom and are mom's got mad cause we got sent home"I said crying harder
"I love you so much and to see you like this hurts me so much now I'm sorry for all the times I didn't answer the phone for you and the days I didn't text u back and having you worried about me when I should've been worrying about you I should have been by your side that night I should have stayed with you that night and if I could go back I would have took the bullet for you because I love you more than anything in this world"I said wiping my eyes but tears still fell from my eyes
