chapter 17

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3 years later

"Mommy can I get some ice cream"promise asked me

"Yeah baby what flavor"I asked her she they pointed to chocolate ice cream I got it for her and we got in the car

I then heard on of x songs it broke my heart into a million pieces I remember when he used to be mines

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I just took a picture of promise and posted it on Instagram

I just took a picture of promise and posted it on Instagram

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Looks just like mommy♥️😩

@theslumpgod:look at my God daughter 😩♥️
@lena:imf finna come over and see my God baby
@wififuneral:she look like you and x😳🤪
@xxxtentacion:she's so beautiful 🖤
@theshaderoom:I heard that's x baby👀
@cleosojazzy:look at my grand baby😩
@xoxokayla:@cleosojazzy ikr shes getting big😭

"Mommy when can I see daddy"promise asked me as she plays on her iPad

"I don't know baby"I said trying not to cry it hurts to know he just left his kid and went on with his career I work at a modeling studio I get paid enough money for promise plus k just got a raise

"Mommy what does your tattoo mean"she asked touching it a year fell from my eye

"Umm I got it for someone who was..well still is special to me"I answered her question

"Don't cry mama"she said wiping my tears away I smiled at her how can I be sad or mad when she's around she always brights up my days I then heard a knock on the door

"Mommy's fine let's go see who's at the door"I said and we walked down the stairs and opened the door it was lena

"Heyy boo boo"she said picking up promise kissing her

"Mama Lena"she said smiling and Lena hugged me

"Girl u won't believe what happened to ski shoes yesterday"she said to me I laughed because I knew it was something stupid her and ski have been together for 3 years they broke up for a good week last year but they ended up going back out at least they Happy

"What he do now"I said walking over to the couch so did Lena

"He forgot he was wearing them and jumped in the pool with them on now he gotta buy sum more  and they was the new Jordans"she said and we both dying laughing promise was on her phone next to me it got quite Lena looked. At the necklace x brought me form years ago I still kept it on ofc I wasn't gonna get rid of it..I can't

"You know he still got his too"she said referring to the bracelet I gave x Lena be around him more than me cause ski be letting him come over they house every since the day I told x I was pregnant she stopped talking to x

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