I was sitting on my car roof smoking a cigarette thinking about Makayla why was she on my mind like this she is so cute and beautiful I missed her I like her but I'm no good for her I'll hurt her more than she is I seen her walk out out side she was taking the trash out she then looked at me I stared back she began to walk towards me
"Hey x"she said to me with a weak smile
"Sup"I said getting off the car hugging her she hugged back
"How you been"I asked her she nodded "good"she said still not breaking our hug and to be honest I could stay like this all day she makes me feel some type of way inside I then broke the hug
"I...um...do... Nevermind"she said about to walk away but I grabbed her arm and swung her back to me
"You can tell or ask me anything what is it"I said to her she seemed like she really wanted to ask me something
"Could you come to the hospital with me to see lena"she asked me I nodded my head yes
"Of course why were you so scared to ask"I asked her getting in the car and she did the same
"I don't know"she said and I plugged in my aux cord and played
'i don't wanna do this anymore' I'm not a rapper but I just make music I don't care to much for the game and shit that's why I hit licks
"I should have let you know that your my only one I know your feeling numb I fuck you till you cum said I don't understand how you don't got a man you want me in your bed cause I been in your head"I sing
"Is this...you"Makayla asked me shocked I nodded my head yes
" Wow you have an amazing voice"she complements me
"Thank you"I said to her and she just stared at me
"You could be a singer and rapper and become famous and get out of here you know"she said looking at her finger tips
"Nahh I don't give two fucks about fame when I got all the money and shit I need at home"I told her honestly I didn't really like all the attention on me
"It's better than being here at lease you'll have some fun"she told me I chuckled
"Fun? I don't think cameras and interviews is fun at lease not to me"I told her people would hate me anyways I'm not someone people should look up to we got our the car and
Walked in the hospital the woman at the front desk have us a visitor pass and we walked in Lena's room{Makayla pov}
We walked in her room I looked at her and laid next to her in her bed
"Hey girl......you know your mom is going to be modeling for Victoria secret new clothing line next week I can't wait to see her"I said to her even tho she can't respond deep down I know that she could hear me
"Please....... just wake up.....for me"I said lowley and I drifted off to sleep next to her
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I felt something touching my arm I looked up and
"HOLY SHIT LENA"I said to her hugging her she hugged back I didn't hug her too tight because of the injury
"I'll go tell the doctor"x told me and I nodded
"Don't ever do that to me again I thought I lost you.....forever"I said as a year slipped out my eyes she wiped it
"Now you know I would never leave you"she said and I smiled
"What happened anyways"I asked her and she stopped smiling
"I..I um ...."she stuttered I signed
"Just tell me when your ready okay?"I told her mad she nodded the doctor came in the room
"Hi Lena I'm doctor Sam"she the doctor said shaking lenas hand
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Lena at home on bed arrest because she still had to heal from the gun shots it made me feel bad so I stayed over here house for 2 hours more I'm at home alone like always I then get a knock on the door I get up and walk to the door and open it and to my surprise it's no other then Kevin my ex I sighed"What"I asked annoyed just the sight of him annoys me
"I just wanted to talk to you"he said smirking trying to come In but I pushed him back out
"About what Kevin there's nothing to be said between us"I said and he just kept that damn smirk on him face
"Damn a nigga can't come in and sit down he said putting his hands in the air
"No now if your not gonna talk I'm going to go Back inside"I said about to shut the door but he stopped
"Okay okay fine I um I want you to be my girl again"he said I looked him in the eyes and burst out laughing
"Hell no nigga now skid rock"I said but he grabbed my face and kissed me my eyes widen I pushed him off me not kissing him back
"What the hell is wrong with you"I said looking at him in hate
"I just missed your l-
I cut him off
"Get the hell away from my house now"I said and he walks off the porch and into his car
"You know u mis-
I slammed the door shut and locked it
"I hate that dumb fuck"I said to myself and went in the kitchen and got some fruit
I then get a call from ski I pick it up
"Hey" ski said
"Hi did you go see Lena"I asked him she really wanted to see him
"Of course I did"he said and I laughed
"But anyways can you go to this party with me"he asked
"Ski last time we went to a party someone got hurt"I said relating to Lena
"I promise youll be fine and x will be there too"he said my face began to smile.
"Fine I'm getting dressed"I said and he laughs
"Ight be there in 20 minutes"he said my eyes wide.
"Wait ski that's not enough time for me to get r-phone hangs up I sighed
"Ready"I finished my sentence and I went up to my room and grabbed a outfit out my closet
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I then started to do my eyebrows and I finished them and I heard someone blow a car horn must be ski I grabbed my phone and keys.a s went down stairs and walked outside locking the door behind me and got in the car I hugged ski and x
"Hey guys"I said and they nodded there heads I then got on my phone and just got on my phone on Instagram
Its rare if I smile because I'm never happy 🖤
@liar I can make you smile😋
@lena^eww bitch no
@theslumpgod damn daddy you look good😘
@xoxomakayla @theslumpgod what tip you on😕💀I'm in pain wanna put ten shots in my brain~xxxtentacion
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