Makayla is a 18 year old girl who gets paid to give people edvice and slove the answer to there problems she stays with her mom but her mom is barley home because she's a busy person but what will happen when she meets xxxtentacion and he gets her p...
I was sitting at home in my bed and then I heard come in my house I didn't bother to see who it was because I knew who it was they came upstairs and burst in my room
"I got food"x said I giggled he came over to me and gave me my taco Bell and took his coat and shoes off and got in my bed and turned on the TV we've been doing this for hours I ate my food and then took a sip of my drank and I had questions for x alot of them and they all needed answers I grabbed the remote and turned the TV off and turned towards x he looked at me and realize I was being serious and put down his food and gave me his full attention
"Let's play 21 questions"I asked him and he nods and chuckles
"Okay"he said looking me in the eyes like he aways does I can never seem to look him back in the eyes that long because....I mean just look at him He fine as hell
"1.)Why do you always look me in the eyes"I asked him he smirks
"Because I try and read your emotions"he answered which is what I always do
"2.)why are you so quiet "he asked me
"Because I feel alone even when I'm alone n a room full of people"I answered honestly
"3.)why do u have a tattoo of a elephant on your neck"I asked him
"BECAUSE I'm the elephant in the room"he answered nothing but sadness flew over his face
"We should stop playing before things get out of hand"I said I seen his mood changes nothing but silence filled the room
"See I told you I'm the elephant in the room"he said laying back
"No your not u just don't know what to talk about"I said why do he always feel like this he then tackled me and he was now hovering over me he looked me in the eyes as of he wanted to say something to me
"Do I scare you"he asked me and to be honest
"Sometimes"I said my heart was beating to fast I could hear it he then place his ear on my chest he was making it beat fast and faster
"Your heart is beating fast you okay"he asked me I nod my head yes and I put my head on his bear chest he didn't have on a shirt which was making me when more scared because he was fine asf I never ever been this close to a person I like besides dating wise but we weren't dating
He looked me in the eyes and back at my lips he then leaned forward and his phone ringed he sat up and grabbed it
"What do you want"he said annoyed
"Fine but we're only TALKING nothing more"he said and hung up the phone he put his shoes and shirt and coat on
" I have to go I'll call you later"he said and left out my room I laid there stuck
Who called him and why was he so annoyed
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It's been 2 hours since I seen or heard from x I need to take a walk I put on my shoes and coat and walked out side
As I past x house I looked in the window my heart shattered into a million pieces
He was kissing Geneva tongue done each other throat and all I began to cry hard how could I be so fucking dumb he was a running back I scoffed and wiped my tears and went back home I haven't even made it half way down the street and ready to go home my whole life is falling apart
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X had been texting me I put his name under running 🏃👩 back he doesn't know what it means evertime I call him that he ask what it means
I missed his touch and his hugs I missed him in general but it seems every time I like someone and I'm so close to getting them they always run back or go back to what they want
{Jahseh pov}
Geneva had left I made it clear that I didn't want to see her again after today I mean we kissed but it didn't mean anything to me she wanted to fuck but I told her no she had to go the feeling for Geneva I had no longer lived with in me I hated her I was chilling with ski and wifi and texting Makayla
"Aye vros"I said and they gave me the what look
"What's running back mean"I asked them and they burst out laughing what the fuck so funny I wanna laugh too
"What"I asked them and they looked at me
"It means you keep running back to your ex"he said and I began to get pissed off that must be why she keep calling me that but what would make her think of something like that of me
I really like Makayla she was beautiful to me but I'm no good for her I'll only make her life worser then what it is I'm a mistake in everybody's life even my own
I hated seeing makayla sad or mad I feel like it's my job to protect her and if I didn't save her then I will forever be guilty I'll be the one who feels bad I'll be the one hurting because I couldn't save her
"You good vro"wifi asked me I nods.yes and went up to my room and laid in bed getting lost in my thoughts I looked at the necklace on my neck it was meaningful
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It has a j on it for jahseh
I then got a call from Geneva I declined it and blocked her number I had enough of her
