mixed emotions Aka (own Up To YOUR RESPONSIBLY)

chapter 19

Had just put promise clothes on and took some pictures it was 11:34an

"Do you want something to eat fat fat"I said to promise that was my Nick name for her fat fat cause she's always eating but I love her

"I want pickle"she said to me I went in the kitchen and cut up some pickles and put them in a bowl and brought them to her in her room and sat them on her mini table

"Thank you Mommy"she said and gave me a kiss

"Your welcome fat fat"I said and before I walked out the room she called me

"Wheres dada I miss him"she said said I turned around and smiled at her

"He went home yesterday but he's coming to get us today"I said walking back over to her she had a pickle in her mouth

"But...but I want dada to be here with us"she said as a tear fell from her eye  I picked her up and held her

"Shh it's okay your going to see dada later today"I told her but she just kept crying really hard I was surprised

"I wanna see dada mommy"she said I grabbed my phone and facetimed him and he answers

"Hey baby girl why you crying"he said to promise

"I-i want you  to be with me"  and mommy"she said still crying

"Okay baby girl daddy is on his way"he said I smiled

"Okay dada bye I love you"she said my eyes widen she oy met him yesterday and she loves him I mean I don't have a problem with it

"I-i love you more baby girl see you soon"he said and I hung up and as soon as I did she started crying

Oh boy

"Dadas and his way baby"I said to her but she cried still I know what'll calm you down

"Take me to the roof top I wanna see the world when I stop breathing,turning blue"I sang and instantly she stopped crying I countiued to sing to her

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I was sitting in the room with promise and I heard the front door open it might be x I told him the door should be open and then a head popped in it was x

"There's my babygirl"x said walking in her room with a bag

"DADDY"she yelled and ran into his arms and he picked her up and gave her kisses.

"I thought you left me forever dada"she said rubbing her eyes

"I would never leave you or mommy I love y'all way to much I'm staying forever I promise"he said and I was gonna cry cause that shit was beautiful I hope he keeps his promise

"You just gonna sit there and not give me a hug"he said I got up and gave him one  and his hand went down to my ass and he slapped it

"Ah shit"I whisper he laughed and put down promise

"Daddy's gonna play with you in a minute right now daddy needs to play with mommy"he said picking me up and putting me over his shoulder I gasped realizing what he ment

"X"I said hitting his back but he wouldn't let me go I tried to be serious but I ended up laughing he walked into my room and threw me on the bed lightly I laughed as he got on top of me kissed my lips I wanted to break it but I didn't I missed this I missed him the way he touched me and the way he kissed me  he then went to my lips to my neck he then took off my pants and and panties and started eating me out  I gripped his hair

"Damn"I moaned out he hummed on my clit as he sucked and licked it I tried closing my legs but he holded them open forcing me to take the pleasure

"Jah-seh"I moaned out trying to tell him I'ma cum in 5 seconds but I couldn't finish m-

"Mmmm jahsehh i-im c-umming"I moaned out releasing in his mouth and he licked me clean

And got up and kissed me

"I missed the taste of that"he said I laughed

"Hope you can still take dick"he said I smirked at him as he took off his boxers and inserted his thing in me

"Shit you got bigger"I said he grew like his size back then was already big enough I think his dick gonna kill me

He went in and out of me fast as hell making me and him moan

"Fuck you still tight"he moaned he then kissing my neck and lips turning me on even more

"Fuck daddy"I moaned out

(Bitch why do I feel werid writing this part🥴)

We were in missionary my favorite position then the door open x hurried up and laid on me like he was sleep then I seen promise head peak in

"What is it baby"I said to her

"Can I get some candy from the snack drawer"she asked me all cute and shit

"Yeah baby mommy and daddy will be out in a minute okay"I said and she left out closing the door I burst out laughing

"Nigga you just laid on me like h was sleep we should stop before she actually catch us"I said but he pushed me back down in put his thing back in me

"I ain't finna have blue balls we finna finish"he said

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We just got done doing you.... know😉

And now we were all in his car I have no idea where we going promise is sleep in the back seat and one of x songs came on one I never heard

"Hey,
Spend time waiting for you,
You know I'd die before you realize,long before you you know I tried with you
Know it real love,know I saw you ,
Said you can't hide beneath your,
Pain I seen it with my eyes" he sung on the speaker

"I love this song but when did you make it  and who is it about"I asked I could hear the pain in his voice as he sang the song he had to be hurting alot

"I made this song when I you know..left you it was about you I seen you one day I was riding past your house I wanted to stop and help you with the groceries but I thought you wouldn't wanna see me so I watched you and I seen the pain is your eyes I seen the help sign written all over your face I'm sorry makayla for everything I promise I'll make it up"he explained to me I remember that day very well

"Did u publish the song yet?"I asked trying to change the subject

"Um no I have so many unpublished songs for a different album"he said then pulled up at jungle bungle it's a place for kids promise age and they can play around and climb and stuff like that they have slides and all types of shit in here me and x got out the car and opened promise door and started to wake her up

"Princess were here,wanna play"he asked her shaking he lightly she opened her eyes and smiled at us

"Yes"she said and he picked her up and we walked in and he payed out way in thought I wanted to pay but he insisted

And instantly promise made friends and started playing me and x was watching her play as we talked

Tbc