I didn't want to love you but... || Fillie

Chapter 8

"I don't wanna disappear again" Noah nervously chuckles making everyone laughs
"Don't worry, c'mon" Gaten answers smiling and he pats on his shoulder as a friendly gesture.

The guys are walking next to each other, by the right: Gaten, Noah, Caleb, Sadie, Millie and Finn.

"What we should do?" Gaten asks to his friends
"Well..." Caleb starts but
"We could play to truth or dare!" Sadie quickly answers
"Yes! It's a good idea!"
"B-but" Finn starts, so embarrassed, something could be confessed...
Instead Millie isn't so worried, maybe is more happy to play that game
"C'mon Finnie" Millie grabs at him, looking into his eyes, she is making sweet eyes to convince him "Pleeeeaseee"
"But I..." Millie continues to look at him with those eyes and in this way she wins so Finn grins
"Okay okay" and his smile becomes bigger "Let's go!"

The guys start to walk again and sit on the ground in a circle. Finn and Millie are close with their legs that are brushing each other
"Okay! Start!" Noah shouts.
Sadie starts with Gaten and the game continues in this way for a while when suddenly the question is from Caleb for Millie "So dear Mills... Truth or dare?"
"oooh dear Caleb, I wanna challenge you sooo dare!!" she chuckles
"ooh cool cool" Caleb says with an “evil” smile to be ready for this amazing dare
"okay Millie, I've just chosen it"
"okay" Millie laughs
"say it Cal c'mon!" and she still laughs
"Well if you are really ready... You have to kiss someone in this group"
"oh... Um... Who?" she still smiles but everyone can see she is doing a fake smile because she is a little nervous
"Well of course... this person is..." he starts to look everyone and
"FINN!"
"W-what?" Millie and Finn exclaim together, surprised by that "question"
"Yes Millie, it's a dare so hurry!"
"Yeah...but" Millie starts but
Gaten intervenes
"but... WHAT?! Both of you didn't say it's easy?" and everyone laughs remembering that interview where Finn literally said that kissing Millie is easy
"Really funny Gaten, look how much I'm laughing" Finn says with a serious face looking at his friend, but suddenly is Millie to talk
"true, we have to do this many times so"
"Yeah... Right" Finn says with a little smile

They are so worried to do this, even if they do it every year with Stranger Things but before in that kitchen was happening something and it wasn't nothing, absolutely.

Their hearts start to pound more and more crashing their ribcage, their hands start to be sweaties and he doesn't know how to do it, their friends just attending the moment with opened eyes, so excited of what's happening.

It's so hilarious how they react to this ship, every time they are always ready with their... Like Finn says "unnecessary words", but what their friends tell it's just the truth that these 2 guys don't wanna admit because afraid of what could happen, of losing each other, of haters... Two teenagers that wanna live their lives but too afraid of the world.

Millie sits better to give him this kiss to that boy. They slowly place near, face to face, their faces just moving slowly like this moment is unreal. Their faces are so close now, their noses can touch and one second more... And that is:

The world is disappeared, their mouths meet each other, his hand finds her cheek and she bends over to have him more close.

He starts to deepen the kiss and she permits it, because she wants same.
Their tongues start to touch lightly and continue to kiss like they are alone and this moment is only for them, like forever and no one can stop thi-
"Guys? I think your oxygen is finishing" Noah says and Gaten continues pretending the cough
"Yeah... I think the game is finished" Caleb says, laughing always more and only now they finish to kiss and they lay their foreheads on each other, taking back the lost breath
"Great!" Sadie shouts followed by a laugh
"guys you were really great... Just wow" and she continues to laugh making her friends' cheeks always more red
"really funny Sadie, really really funny" Millie answers smiling.

Finn hasn't still said one word, only lost in her, in her crystalline laugh, in her wonderful and dazzling smile, now he only wants to look her into  eyes but this isn't possible because she is laughing with the other guys but he continues to look her, he can't stop, like an hypnosis.

She is his world.

"Let's go back guys" Gaten says, tired of 2 hours almost of this game
"Do you wanna go back home or you prefer to do other?" Millie asks to her friend
"I don't know" Gaten answers with a smile followed by a yawn.
"Just... Start to walk guys" Gaten says standing up by the wet ground followed by the other guys.

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Hi guys! I know until now I've never written something under chapters but now I'm here and hi! I hope this AU is liking to you, I know it's not so good but I'll do my best, I'm writing with all my heart and I love writing about my favourite guys, my favourite couple, I love them with all my heart and imagining all of this and write it... It's wow, I've never thought at me like this, writing on Instagram and now even here... It's insane, this isn't me, it's really weird because I really suck to write but I found the courage (I don't know how) and now I'm here to write to you... What should I tell to you? Well I don't know, only I hope you're liking this AU and I hope your hearts beat like mine does because of these 2 wonderful guys. All of this is started by my imagination, I've always thought about Halloween night and they are together, they have fun but something happens, 2 guys start to understand what love means but for this there is time... I hope you'll enjoy with me this adventure with these 2 smeared guys and their friends!