I didn't want to love you but... || Fillie

Chapter 34

One week is gone, Finn is still trying to text her but she can't, he has to understand her, she understands him but he doesn't, is she asking too much? He doesn't even wanna talk with friends and this makes her so sad. She knows is better having a privacy but at least people should know, she doesn't wanna live with the fear of being seen by people, she prefers to fight with bad people, with haters but they don't have to win, not with her, with no one.
She is so sad, he doesn't stop and she feels so bad, she misses him so much and she knows he really needs her, because she can see it in his eyes. She has to think how find a way, she wanna think what is better to her, she knows she needs him too, but she needs time. She goes to have breakfast and she leaves her phone in her room.
At the other side
"Hey Finn, are you okay?" Nick asks to his brother who is having breakfast but like seems he isn't hungry
"Finn!" he touches his shoulder
"Oh hi, morning" he pretends a smile
"what's happening?" he sits
"nothing, I'm fine" he doesn't even look at him
"if you don't wanna talk it's okay, but you can't do everything alone, you need people who can have different opinions"
"what do you mean?"
"you always do eveything by yourself, it's not easy that you ask help but every one needs help, even for a stupid thing. People need people you know?"
Finn still looks him with a dazed gaze and Nick continues
"sometimes people need to talk, need to tell what's happening, need to share with others your own situation because it's important to know what people think"
"Yeah" Finn suddenly whispers like his mind isn't there, with his brother
"what?"
"you're right Nick!"
Finn stands up and runs towards his room. He takes a shower thinking his next move.
When he finishes he takes his phone and calls to Caleb
"Hi Finn!" Caleb replies after some rings
"hey man, how are you?" Finn sits on his bed
"I'm fine thanks, and you?"
"good good but-" Finn starts
"But?" he quickly asks
"Okay I need to talk"
"about?" Caleb says chuckling
"why you're chuckling?" he says with a little laugh but he really wanna understand
"because it's weird and I'm curious about what you wanna talk about"
"Okay okay" Finn laughs and continues
"so... Sadie is you girlfriend, right?"
"yes, if I can say so"
"what do you mean?"
"it's not official, you know?"
"no one knows it?"
"ooh this is exaggerated" Caleb laughs
"what?"
"of course our friends know it"
"Oh" Finn exclaims
"what do you wanna tell me, Finn?"
"I have a girlfriend... Or I had a girlfriend"
"what are you talking about?"
"I wrong... Because of who I am"
"what did you do?"
"some while ago... Millie became my girlfriend"
"yesss, we knew it?"
"w-we?" Finn says
"Sadie and me" his friend chuckles
"so... But how?!"
"it was obvious Finn!" Caleb continues to laugh
"Oh... Amazing"
"why that voice? And what you mean with I had a girlfriend"
"she broke up with me" and he whispers
"what?! When? Why? How? What happened"
"hey hey keep calm man" he laughs
"are you okay?" Caleb asks
"yes..." he stops
"no I'm not Caleb"
"you have to do something!"
"Oh sure"
"what happened?"
"she wanted that it was official with our friends at least"
"ooh"
"but you know who I am"
"yes Finn... But of course she wants this"
"yes... I know"
"I wanna do something"
"tell me"
"Okay, first..."