I didn't want to love you but... || Fillie

Chapter 11

Finn is moving from one side to another, nervous, rough for something
"this is impossible" Finn whispers, talking to himself
"I can't... Why it's so hard" he brushes his face and tries to sit but he doesn't want to wake anyone, it's only stupid that he can't sleep because of his...thoughts, damn thoughts.
He can't stop to think at her, at Millie, their moments, what he said, what he did, her smiles.

This is too much for him.

He sits better to look at her and again "You're really beautiful..." he speaks softly, he is enchanted by her, her softly breath, her little nose, her cute eyes, her softly features and her mouth, surprising him when he notices her little smile
"She looks so relaxed and happy... Maybe she is dreaming something good" he speaks to himself and his words make smile him too
"I need air"
but when he tries to stand up he understands he is blocked by her, he doesn't wanna risk to wake her only because of a false step...

"Hey, what's happening?"