I didn't want to love you but... || Fillie

Chapter 36 (the end)

"Okay, here is perfect" Caleb says
"Gaten not there, wait... Okay, there!" Finn shouts
"Finn where I should put this?" Noah ask
"Noah look, there!" indicating one point
"Okay great" Noah walks
"I hope this will work" Finn whispers
"don't worry man" Caleb says putting his shoulder, Finn looks him and they smile, then their friends approach to them and they just look their finished work
"be ready guys" Caleb says and then continues
"they are coming"
"Okay... Guys go, now!" Finn shouts

"Oh my god, when we'll be at home I need to drink" Sadie laughs
"yes oh my god, today the sun killed us"
"Yeah"
"I said to come back before but you nothing, it's your fault" Millie laughs
"totally, sorry" Sadie laughs too
They are in front of the door, Sadie moves slowly and Millie arrives at the door, she opens it and...
"hiiii!!!" Millie jumps because of that voices
"What-"
"hi Millie" Gaten, Caleb, Noah approaches to Millie and hug her
"What are you doing here guys-"
"hey" Finn appears and smiles
"hey" she looks into his eyes
"Okay I think we need to leave" Sadie chuckles
"Sadie Sink!" Millie shouts
"yes (?)" Sadie speaks quietly
"you! You knew all of this!"
"Maybe" she says with a smile
"emh now I need water, bye" and she run in the kitchen leaving the two guys finally together without interruptions.
"what is this?" Millie asks
"today would have been our 15th month together" he said smiling but so nervous of how she could react
"you remembered it"
"of course... There is no one day where I didn't think you, Millie"
"why this, Finn? You know what happened between us"
"are you happy?" he asks
"is this a question?! Of course I'm really bad but I know what I did and Finn... You have to accept what I said, you have to change this thing, I say it for... For you"
"I know"
"you know? You know what? What do you mean?"
He doesn't talk this time he just takes her from behind and kisses her softly, so delicate because she seems so weak and he could break her, he is so afraid... But yes! It's happened!

In Finn's head: we're kissing, yesss but after some minutes she distances

"Finn... Not... W-we can't"
He smiles
"why are you smiling?"
"stop, you are making me mad, Fin-"
She doesn't finish because he squeezes her, he lays his arm on her shoulder and then
"hey guys!" he shouts
"Yeah?" they reply
"what we're celebrating?"
Meanwhile Millie looks every one weirdly
"of course you're 15th month"
"what?" Millie shouts and starts to smile
"Millie didn't hear, guys" Gaten shouts so all exclaim
"15th Fillie moment!"
"F-Finn..." Millie says and Finn, in front of all their friends, kisses her head and still smiles
"Okay... Guys, sorry, I think we have to talk"
"go go, don't worry, we'll eat" Sadie shouts laughing.

Millie holds his hand and they reach the couch
"Finn-"
"Wait please, I would like to talk before"
"mh okay"
"I know this isn't enough, I really know. Millie you deserve everything, you deserve the world, you deserve so much better and I think I'm not enough for you-"
"Finn-"
"no please wait... I know we could have many fights, but what relationship is perfect? Millie, I know I wrong, I got it! You know me, maybe the only one who really know me, and I really appreciate what you did for me in these amazing months, Millie is just need you, I need to talk to you, I need to laugh with you, I need to fight with you, I need to breathe with you, I need you, I know this. We'll say it-"
"What?!"
"yes, you heard well" he laughs
"Millie, I'm really sorry" he takes her hands
"I was afraid, afraid to lose you, afraid to decide wrong things. Millie, I was afraid to lose myself, to change myself but I got it now, I got it that I have to change what is wrong-"
"Finn you're not wrong, I only wanted-"
"I know, I know! I know what you needed and you're right Millie so I'm ready, I'm really ready... And you?"
"Finn..." she whispers smiling
"Finn you don't have to change but you know what I felt, what I needed because-"
"I love you, Millie" and she is just without words, or maybe without right words
"I'm- I don't know what to say... I- yeah...well"
She kisses him and resting her forehead on his one
"I love you too"
"so... Are we together again?"
"yes Finn, yes" she smiles and he smiles more

"Perfect! Every thing is like before" Caleb shouts and everyone starts to scream happy
"Okay okay guys, keep calm" Finn laughs approaching to them with Millie by his side, holding hands.

"have fun friends!"
"yes c'mon"
They start to have fun together, eating and all this stuff.

The best anniversary ever.

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There will be a prologue and then... THE END.
I loved writing this story and now that I finished it's like I miss something, like something is missing in my heart, you know what I mean? I started this adventure only because I wanted to do something different and the first chapter it was something I dreamt every day because I love this ship and I always thought something cute and then I wrote it, I wrote what I always thought and WOW, I had people who supported me and it's unbelievable, I'm speechless because even if there were few people, they there were there for me, I really can't think that someone loved my au, it's just... Literally no words, I've never thought someone comments, someone asks about the next chapter. I knew people because of this au and it's amazing. Thanks to everyone, really thanks, you grown with my story and me, I finished it because of you, because you are who made this, I would never have continued it if you hadn't been there, still thanks, love you❤️
I hope that new people will come and read it, I'd love it and every one is welcome, if you wanna comment, if you wanna write me because of it or even something else I'm here and on Instagram (strqngerxmileven).
Congrats guys, we did this 👏💜