I didn't want to love you but... || Fillie

Chapter 21

Millie receives his new text
<<5 minutes more!>>
and she smiles
"Mom! Dad! I'm going!"
"Is Sadie here?" her mom asks
"Yeah well I'll go!"
she was ready to run towards the door but
"Millie! Can't we greet her?" Kelly chuckles
"oh c'mon mom! We have to go!"
"But..."
"Mom the next time, okay?"
she tries to pretend the best smile for her mother
"okay okay, bye "bad daughter"!"
"really funny mom!" she shouts because she is already close to the door.

While she is walking she thinks that she should find other excuses to keep her mom where she should be.

Finn is already there with his beautiful smile; he is leaning against the wall in front of her house, he has to be moderate: people, family, friends could see him this is why he is also covered by a tree for a part, but he tries to be moderate but he can't stop himself to look at her and raise one hand to greet her and she smiles because she has the cutest boy in front of her.

She walks towards him, but it's not a slow walk she is running almost because she wanna reach him; he doesn't move step involved to look at her with heart eyes. When he was occupied to fall in love with her, she hugged him making almost him to fall on the ground. Both fall into a laugh, fortunately where she lives there isn't many people and they hope her parents aren't looking by the window.

"Hi" he finally talks
"Hi" she whispers while she is placing in front of him. They smile each other and can't stop looking in their eyes.
"come here" Finn takes her hand and drags her next to her home where no one can see them.
"Why?"
Millie chuckles and he doesn't reply to her, he only just takes her hand and makes that one closer to his face and kiss her hand
"I missed you"
Finn looks into her eyes while his face shows a beautiful "loving smile".

Her tears appears in her eyes; she never feels in this way... She had boyfriends but she always knew he was him, he was that person but what she is feeling right now, it's incredible. She always felt something with Finn but she never tried or she never believed in this but now he is here, losing in her eyes with that smile of a baby, with his cute freckles, his cute eyes, his white teeth... And she doesn't feel her knees anymore.

Is this the happiness? Is this that famous feel called "love"?
But she doesn't wanna think anymore, she only wants to enjoy the moment.

"I missed you too Finn" and she places closer and kiss him on his cheek, then she distances and he is just glassy, then she gives to him an innocent kiss on his lips and he still doesn't react but she doesn't matter it because now she kisses him again, but not a simple kiss; he places closer and leans his hand on her nape, under her hair and she leans her arms on his neck and they stay so like a minute.
"You're amazing" he talks before, he caresses her cheek
"But now... We have to go!" he chuckles
"are you sure?" she asks and she pretends to sulk
"we have an entire afternoon!" he shouts and laughs
"okay okay".

They walk and distance from her house; they are holding hands, this afternoon is really cold, the streets are empty, people is at home in front of their chimney and they are the only 2 fools that decided to go out with this cold but this doesn't matter because they are smiling like two kids that are friends and go out together to do everything together...
Because when you have the right person with you it's always better.
Of course sometimes there is someone who is walking but they are hiding very well and this first date is going really great!

While they are walking
"do you want an ice cream?" Finn squeezes her hand and turns towards her
"um yeah! Of course!" she chuckles
"okay stay here"
he leaves her hand, kisses her cheek and leaves her under a tree in a small playground even if it isn't big, it's a cute place where people can be calm and relaxed.
He steps in front of him, there is a pickup truck with a big ice cream on it; he reaches it and tries to not to get noticed by the man so he bows his head to takes money
"What do you want?" the big man asks with a big smile and a deep voice
"2 ice creams, thanks. One chocolate and the other one vanilla"
he tries to disguise his voice and it seems works because the man makes his ice crems and says hi to Finn
"oh well good" he talks to himself.

He walks and smiles to himself while he is coming back to her
"and I'm here!" he shouts and she laughs
"I noticed you" she laughs
"oh chocolate! But I didn't tell-"
"yes but I know who are you" he kisses her forehead.
Millie gives her first bite
"oooh it's cold" she opens her mouth with that piece of pure ice in her mouth
"Yeah" he does same
and this is so hilarious that while they are doing this, they start to laugh like two fools but these are those moments called happiness.
He stops laughing and looks at her
"You're beautiful" he says enjoying this sight in front of him, she turns towards him and smiles
"do you remember that night? When I sai-"
"when you told me the same thing?"
"Yeah..." he starts to blush and scrapes his nape
"Well I really said it b-becaus-"
"I know Finn" she laughs
"what?" he stares at her with his dazed gaze
"I said... I knew it" she sits better to be in front of him crossing her legs
"B-but" he starts stuttering
"aw look these two cheeks" she places closer and leans her cold hands on his face and starts squeezing his cheeks
"you're red!" she shouts
"oh c'mon" he laughs and tries to take her hands but he can't
"what?" Millie asks laughing always more
"You're so cold" he places his hands on her one
"Are them? Well I need your red face to warm up me"
"ummm" Finn says and he starts to turn around, yeah it's perfect
"I'll warm up you!"
"what?" Millie opens her eyes wide and she opens her mouth to say something else but she can't finish her sentence because he pulls her towards himself and he kisses her quickly.
"Finn what are you doing?" she laughs while he is literally dragging her
"Finn wait wait, I don't wanna fall" she laughs again while she tries to get balance of her body.
He walks fast while he is holding her hand
"where are you going?"
"You will see it soon" he says with a smile.

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Okay this is like the 1/2 part of this chapter but I'll call them "chapter 21 and 22" like 8 always do. This wasn't expected but this was becoming really long for Instagram so I divided it. I hope this is good, if you like it, a "☆" will be appreciate❤️
Bye, see you soon!