I didn't want to love you but... || Fillie

Chapter 15

"I'm sorry"
he talks, his forehead on her one and he still caresses her cheek with his thumb
"why? I should say this..." she diverts her gaze by him
"No Millie, I'm... I'm sorry because I'm stupid"
he smiles and she immediately looks again at him.
She wanted to answer but she can't because he talked first
"I was afraid... I am afraid. I'm afraid of us, a possibile relationship, I'm afraid of the world"
he starts to talk distancing their foreheads but without losing their eyes contact
"I know... And it's same"
she smiles and talks again
"but I used bad words, it isn't right"
"it's okay Millie. We're stupid" he chuckles
"Yeah, really" she smiles at him because she can't stop it. She is so happy of what happened, she can't believe it
"I'm sure you want to sleep" he smiles at her
"it would be great" and she returns the smile
"let's go to sleep!" Finn stretches his hand to hold her one
"Yeah let's go"
she smiles at him and stretches her hand too to hold his one and they go to the salon but before Finn kisses Millie quickly making her laugh
"and this was for?"
Finn gives her the most beautiful smile in the world
"because it was so amazing that I had to do it again",
Finn takes a moment before to talk again
"and to be sure if this is real..." he gives a little smile to her but still so worried about what happened, his eyes can talk and Millie can read into his ones. Millie, like answer, squeezes his hand
"it is"
and she gives at him a big smile, one never seen,so beautiful and dazzling one.
The guys, now more relaxed, fall asleep soon but now she is next to him, if their friends tell something "this night was so cold so staying closer was better!", of course they'll tell them a lie because what they really want is all of this as a secret, because they have to understand themselves before.

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Hi guys! I'm sorry because I posted all these chapters really fast but I was going crazy because of different chapters on Instagram and Wattpad so I posted all them so now I can post the same day same chapters and this is better ahahahah.
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