It's been exactly 3 months since she moved out of the house, 3 months and it still feel like yesterday when she spat the words i curse to hear it felt like we were slowly drifting apart from each other
" Maddie, for 3 years we were married! MARRIED, how can you not trust me with things?"
" Because your giving me every reason to be like this, Bea you were out the whole day we were suppose to attend Sachi's graduation you promise Dad that we will go there"
" I was at the hospital, Maddie you now im a surgeon, My duty is to save lives i know Dad would understand that"
" Then how would you explain this? Bea for 3 years you were married to me, Your supposed to be telling me everything, Im your wife for gad sake!"
She became stiffened when i lay her photo with her Ex-Girlfriend Bang, They were outside the hospital's vicinity happy talking with one another then she took the picture and scan all of it, There was a photo of her assisting her to get inside the car, then a photo with her holding her hands.
" If you dont love me truly, then why did you marry me Bea? why did you have to hurt me?"
" She was just a client Love, you know ever since were together i only have my eyes on you."
" I dont know if i should believe you anymore Bei,"
" Then dont, I dont want to argue with you about this matter, I have a scheduled seminar/operation in New York it will be for 6 months since ill do some surgeries too. I hope by the time i get back we can sort things out Mads."
And then after that argument Bea left without even saying goodbye, She didnt bother to wake me up and that was really strange i remember Bea would always wake me up if she had an early call time, or if she just came home, It's been three months but i can still see her inside every corner of our house. I've been working at my firm everyday and act like Bea and I are still in good terms its a good way of distracting myself from thinking about her. Well she's been updating her social media.. She's been taking the subway everyday to go to her workplace and winter will soon come she hates cold weather very much, the roads are too slippery and she can't drive properly. There's this one time that she had to pick me up from work and we would go on an impromptu date in BGC or even in the Boulevard. But now she doesnt seem to care about me and our relationship anymore.
While I'm on Sunset, are you on the subway?
While I drive, are you gettin' on the L-train?
I mean, Manhattan's nice, but so are Malibu nights
You would know if you stayed
You would know if you put up a fight
Your toes turn blue in winter, I'm gettin' red, rum
Does the trick for all of the things left unsaid, I'm
Missin' our drunken 2 A.M. Strolls in K-Town
Now you're chasing fake highs in the Upper West Side
I was on my way to go to court when i bumped into someone who i dont want to see anymore. It was Jhoanna, Bea's Ex-girlfriend and she stop and gave me a smile she look at my hands and look intently at my ring finger.
" So i see your still married to her, I've met with her in Brooklyn last month"
" Good to know that your still friends with my wife"
" Atty. De Leon, Im not friends with your wife, she's still hot as i last saw her and we got drunk when we catch up and she's still that beast in bed" I was controlling my anger not to slap this girl's face she's poisoning my brain by telling her false story, i know Bea and she would never do this to me
