Mads, Akala ko noon okay na ko sa patingin tingin, Paminsan minsang usap at kung swerte ako Magkasama tayo pero sa sobrang kampante ko sa ganun naunahan na ko ng iba, You are a friend, a batchmate, my secret love.. siguro this is not really the time to tell the world what i really feel about you, Oo mahal kita at minahal mo din ako, pero i know you wanted more, since I always tell to people who ask me what's going on between us and i always end up saying "we were exclusively for each other" so it means sayo ako at akin ka pero wala tayong label, Siguro you got fed up with that usual routine so you break out to your comfort zone and find someone who can give you what you truly deserve, I was a fvcking jerk for not being brave to face the responsibility of our "Secret Relationship" I was slowly trying my best to be sweet and vocal but i was too late, You already belong to someone else and what's worse sa isang kaibigan ko pa, well she's not really my friend, Friends of Friends ganun and she's also a part of the school varsity team. Recently I saw your IG stories and your telling the world that you already had a "Girlfriend" the latest IG that i saw is a gray photo of the sunflowers in UP but one is shining bright yellow you caption it with "You Give Colors To My Gray World- Z" And slowly i am learning that i cant have it all and your one of the them but i hope when you hear the song I wanted to sing for you maybe by then ( PLAY MEDIA) we can have our second chance just like what the message of the lyrics and I quote " Kung di pipilitin ang di pa para sa'kin baka sakaling maibalik" I am willing to wait for you eventhough it will be a long and hopeless waiting game. Maddie by the time this letter gets to you we are back to being strangers again, You'll live your life with the one you love while ill try to be happy and live my life without you.
Yours Forever:
B.🙂
Magiisang linggo na sakin tong sulat na to pero di ko mapakawalan, game over na eh sila na and were totally stangers already, Ewan ko ba bakit wala kong lakas ng loob para ibigay to sa kanya, Baka kase everytime nagkakalakas loob ako magkasama sila so automatic nawawala un, Hmm if only i was brave enough to come out of the closet baka sakaling ako ung palaging kasama niya she's been avoiding me, nagpalit pa siya ng course para she can totally avoid me.. Kaya siguro di din ako makapagconcentrate sa training namin ng beach volley eh siya kase ung palaging iniisip ko yung laman ng utak ko, Ugh how frustrating my life is!
" Huy, Ate Bea ano yan ha? Ikaw ha lumalove letter ka kanino galing yan huh?" Plus the fact that i have an annoying teammate.
" Jules, Can you not saka your suppose to be training right now baka matalo tayo niyan eh"
" Eh how about you your suppose to be training din ah, Besides im busy Capt, Kinikilig kase ako sa IG story ni Ate Maddie eh alam mo yun sobrang bagay nila ni Chu" 😩 Bakit kailangan ipamukha sakin yung sinayang ko?
" Fine let's play a game no phones for te rest of the day the loser will have a punishment" I smirk kilala ko si Jules she cant live without feeling her phone in her body..
" What will the winner will get then?" Napaisip din ako
" The winner will give the punishment, Tapos ililibre siya ng loser ano deal?" Nagdadalawang isip siya hahaha If only you can see her face right now hahahaha
" Deal!" We seal our deal with our handshake, i know mamaya lang bibigay na tong si Jules hahaha and ill take this opportunity para mabigay ko na tong letter for Maddie.
Training is so fvcking struggle ang tirik tirik ng araw tapos magtetrain ka negra labas namin nito eh, Pero we have to do this it's for the school din naman eh, Pero i was looking for Jules dahil bigla siyang nawala and boom! Hahahaha she's using her phone already hahaha
