" Bei, you sure you don't really want to come? Tomas Morato na yun and halos lahat andun to have fun and drink of course" Kiana told me as we are conversing on the phone.
" Nah, I rather sit this one out Kians, and welcome home by the way! Say hi to Dwight for me. " I heave a deep sigh as soon as we end the call, I can't believe that I am now doing this it's been a year since all of that happen and I still don't have the guts to make my self be like the same person from before.
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At the Party
3RD PPOV
Kianna and Dwight attend the party that their friends set for them, They just got home from Dwight's professional career in Japan and they decided to celebrate Dwight's successful carreer with Friends. Everyone was congratulating him but Kianna can't seem to connect the dots since this is the first time Bea decline her offer to party. Usually the latter will say yes before she even complete her sentence but she was taken a back when Bea calmly decline her offer. She then saw her friends and sat on the table and starts to talk to them, She then blurted out well more like rant out about Bea not being their at the party she's away from home for 4 years and she expect her BestFriend to be there. All of them look at her dumbfoundedly.
" Didn't you know that Bea's been clean for almost a year now? She never really come to this kind of gatherings anymore every since that unfortunate day, I think magtu-two years na nga ata on May right Jill? " Kai their common friend said and the other nodded.
" Wait ano ung mag tu-two years na? Oh gad may pinagdadaan ung best friend ko pero di ko alam? But she should be okay kase Ma- — fvck!" It hit her when just realize that the latter fiancée was not on the other line when they talk. She would usually butt in when they are talking asking if she can tag along.
The whole duration of the party, Kianna's trying to compose the words she wanted to ask to Bea about what happen almost 2 years ago that was the start when Dwight's career was at peak kaya hindi niya masiadong nakakausap ang best friend niya. She think things rheough and eventually they decided to ditch their welcome/congratulatory party to go and talk with Bea. Kianna wanted to be there for her she should be there for her when she was in that phase. Dwight decided to leave them be and just drop Kianna on Bea's condo. The latter then head straight to her best-friends condo and knock. When the door open she was half happy half worried when she see how Bea's weight dropped drastically.
" What are you doing here Kianna? I thought your on a party mode tonight?" Bea ask but Kianna just gave her a hug
" You should have told me about you, I'm sorry i'm not there for you when you needed me ." As soon as Kianna said those words, Bea gave her a week smile.
" So you decided to leave your party just to do this? Kians! Seriously? What happen was done I cannot undo what had happen and i have to leave with it." Then without Bea noticing her eyes started to let the tears she keep to herself for a very long time.
" Kians, I— it's my fault. I— i'm the why she's not with me anymore. Kianna I— lost her " Bea continue to cry her heart out as Kianna listen to her best friend telling the story of what happen.
FLASHBACK
3RD PPOV
Bea and Maddie was the partners in crime, due for life, good cop and bad cop and kinda wild when they got drunk. When both of them decided to quit volleyball and plan to settle down they became kinda wilder always present at events and party almost every other day, their friends was quite shock when they first got wasted on a party and they know that the two of them will regret drinking too much as hangover will surely strike by the next morning. They have this unspoken rule as what their friends notice, if one of them start drinking the latter will surely follow but they would stay with each others arms and will get wasted together when strangers try to approach them they immediately back up when one of them stood up like they can eat the person in front of them alive. That's how they are obsess with one another and before passing out they would take the dance floor and will start to dance the night away because they know that one of them should at least be sober enough to drive home. But there was this own time when Deanna was assign to be their driver since the two were totally wasted and wont be able to drive home. When they arrive home they still open a bottle of tequila and starts drinking them straight like it's a normal thing to do. After witnessing that Deanna told them that they might get drunk for the rest of their lives. Which apparently happen...
