Up all night on my mind got me thinking
Wanna stay, can you give me a reason
I don't think so, I don't think so
I'm in love with someone but I'm not sure
She can love someone back the way they love her
I don't think so, I don't think so
Don't be mean if you wanna go
You can leave and leave my heart alone
" Bea can you lower down the volume? It's only 6 in the morning my gad wag ka manggising"
" Sorry Jho alam mo namang part na ng rituals ko to eh"
" Sus ang sabihin mo nagaway na naman kayo ng girlfriend mo, kase kung hindi wala ka naman dito sa dorm noh your probably on your condo talking to her"
" Ugh how did you know?!"
" Like hello for the past 6 months ganyan kayo grow up ang lalaki niyong tao mga isip bata naman kayo, lagi pa kayong away bati tss your not a student anymore and dont you have work today? give me more sleep please go now your interrupting it kase"
Shit! may trabaho nga pala ko ngayon oh fvck fvck fvck..pero ganun ba un? well it was my fault naman eh LDR sucks kase her family decide to leave the Philippines for vacation pero 6 months na nakakalipas wala pa siya. I always bugged her sa Face Time nung mga first weeks namin and she was okay with it naman pero habang tumatagal ito na kame gumising ako ng super aga para sa kanya hoping we can have our babe time pero i always end up sleeping or daydreaming dahil nauuna na siyang magpahinga nakakapagod din palang magantay noh..
Waking up to nothing when you're super far from home
And I watch you fall asleep at night and lay there on my own
Got me begging for affection
All you do is roll your eyes
Broken down, I've had enough
If this is love I don't want it
( ITALIC WILL BE FLASHBACKS)
" Love, When will you come home ba? sabi mo sakin you'll be there for 3 months lang pero your already extend it to 4 i've missed you already" gabi ngayon dun at umaga na dito satin and she looks tired already ugh my Love looks like a mess ☹️
" Love you know how our relatives missed us diba we talked about this a couple of times already cant you understand that love?" this is what i called love very sincere eh
" Yes but dont you missed me? because i already missed you"
" Beatriz, im tired so please dont rant me with your tantrums again i swear im going to block you again and never ever call you again" while this is hate.. with matching irap pa yan mga bes
" Fine im sorry, would you like to rest already Love? Im going to watch you until you fall asleep ill guard you" i saw her smile of gad i forgive her already pero minutes later wala na tulog na
" I Love You Love, always 😘" i kiss the screen of my phone
" Ms. De Leon would you like to share your reverie in our company meeting? I know your the daughter of the owner but you work under my supervision so would you please get your mind together?" Fvck sa sobrang pag dedaydream ko di ko na naiisip na nasa meeting nga pala ako
" Sorry i didnt get enough sleep last night Sir that's why im like this pero ill make sure everything will get better po"
" Well you have to dahil next week final evaluation mo na your father told me to give you a heads up because he doesnt want to be humiliated in front of everybody"
" Yes Sir! he wont i promise"
Well next week na kase yung evaluation ko for my promotion so far naman nakalagpas na ko ng 3 levels at itong promotion ko for Junior Supervisor na to kaya naman paspasan na.. Work here and work there hirap ka na nga sa LDR mong relationship dadagdagan pa ng madugong trabaho ugh life give me a break
