I was busy with family matter when a convo from messenger suddenly pop out of nowhere, Of course i was getting curious already because some fans are being furious and angry so I get my phone and check my notification well it's the usual naman fans tagging me to this and that pero i was frozen when i saw the said convo.. It was Maddie talking to her fan casually, and the topic was Me and Her so i got curious because as you all know were back at being close again. but not TOGETHER AGAIN..
" Para tigil tigilan na nila paglink samin ni Bea"Kadiri" hahaha" That sentence itself break me apart, Like yeah i know that we can never happen again but saying such things is just not right well i can understand her naman beside i know for a fact that she already replace me but ugh 😩 how do i say this excuse me guys but i have too.. But Fvcking sh*t !! is falling in love with the same gender makes you disgusting already?! i mean is that really bad? i do believe that if you love someone whatever it is you have to accept them for who they are, She's currently close with Zoe from the basketball team so does it mean that it's kadiri too? ugh since i already loose myself i head to my room and cry my heart out i know we suppose to enjoy since it's Dad's birthday but i can, Im hurt BIG TIME..
" Bea is everything alright sweetie? Can Daddy come in?" Ow shoot it's Dad di niya dapat makita na umiiyak ako!
" Uhm.. Yeah Dad everythings ok i-i just want to rest na po since i already have training tomorrow" Great Bea lying is a sin you know
" Well im thinking to invite your teammates for dinner tomorrow do you think that's fine?" What?! seriously i dont know how could i face Maddie because of what i saw!
" I guess it's fine for the others but not all im gonna asked them na lang tomorrow and text you if they can come"
" Okay then, sleepwell sweetie and pray okay?"
When i hear Dad's footsteps going down the stairs i began to cry again, I dont know why am i crying like were not a thing anymore i already lost when i choose to be with my bestfriend Jho who is now happy with Nico... While i was crying i receive a text from her..
My Maddie 💙💙💙
" Hey, Bei wanna ask lang if your free tomorrow breakfast tayo hehehe labyu"
My heart felt happy because of that text pero when i remember what i saw an arrow was hit directly to my heart, I smile bitterly..
My Maddie 💙💙💙
" Sorry i cant ill have breakfast with the Fam, You know it's Dad's birthday and i have to be there i was his only daughter"
" Silly! Sempre your the only daughter and Kuya Loel is the only son, Well lunch then? I wanna be with you lang please Capt?"
" Ill see what i can do Ms. Madayag alright see you on training! 😁"
And i slept while mending my broken heart well it's already broken before but this time the intensity was way beyond i expected it to be..
The Next Day, I woke up feeling heavy parang ayokong pumunta ng training but i have too, I did my morning rituals and head down stairs i saw Dad having coffee while Mom is having tea, I greeted them..
" Morning Dad, Morning Mom"
" Morning to you too sweetie, Have breakfast already, your Kuya's probably busy with his school stuff"
" Uhm Dad, are you sure about the dinner later? Im gonna asked them kase later eh"
" Yes, I already talk to the coaching staff dont worry it wont be long Sweetie"
