It's been six months already since Bea and I drifted apart, I didnt know what i did back then at first akala ko magiging okay pag nakipagbreak ako kay Bea dahil nainlove ako kay Deanna, Bea accept every word i said no hindi siya nagalit all she ask was 3 months and there she grant it without any hesitation and here i am still regreting my fvcking decision..
The first 3 months with Deanna was smooth sailing she understand me like Bea did, pero as the months passed by nakikilala ko yung tunay niyang pag-uugali ibang-iba kay Bea, kaya everytime nagsasagutan kame i end up bringing her sa usapan the jolly girl i love was gone.. At ngayon nagaaway na naman kame ni Deanna...
" Wha the fvck Maddie? you were the one who did this ikaw yung may gusto ng ganito and yet you'll just choose your job over me? 😠 Im not your stupid Ex na magiging sunud-sunutan sayo!"
" 😭 Cause you told me that you'll love me no matter what you'll accept me kahit na busy ako sa career ko, at bakit nadamay na naman si Bea dito"
" I think we should end this crap Maddie, We both know that you still love Bea and beside were better without each other masyado kang focus sa career mo di na ko makasabay sayo"
" N...no Baby, wag mo kong iwan, i choose you over her dahil sabi mo you'll be better than her na mas kaya mo kong mahalin"
" Well surprise Maddie! Im not, I dont want to be your toy forever, Im leaving you and that's final!"
And there Deanna shut the door, she left me so i guess this is karma for leaving Bea, hindi ko dapat ginawa yon sa kanya...
2 weeks have passed
Nasa isang bar ako with my friends well after Deanna and I broke up mas naging okay akoas nakahinga ako ng maluwag. we were having fun ng mahagip ng mata ko ang isang pamilyar na pigura, she's with her friends also she look so gaunt 6 months na din since huli ko siyang nakita at nakausap i miss her siya kaya??
Since I was so desperate to talk to her,uminom ako ng mga 5 shots of rhum para magkaroon ng lakas ng loob sakto namang tumutugtog yung kantang Forever ni Julie Anne San Jose...
" I've been looking back
On everything, everything we had
Must have been out of my head
To say those things,
Say those things I said"
Hinawakan ko yung braso niya indicating na gusto ko siyang makasama shock was written on her face but still she manage to smile..
" Ma...madeleine, Hi 😊 its been a long time kamusta??"
i did not mind to answer i dragged her sa dance floor and starts swaying to the music i hugged her like there's no tomorrow
" Now how do I go back
I know I can't.
Need a time machine
To rewind what I said.
It didn't sound right
It wasn't what I meant.
The way I felt it,
I want you to know that
I loved you and I did try
Wish we hadn't say goodbye
'Cause I love you forever and ever."
After that chorus it hit me, I lool directly at her and she's still smiling at me gad she's still the same old jolly Bea i love...
" I've missed you Bei, i missed the old us, I wish i had a time machine to go back on that day 😢, I know what i did is wrong but I love you, I always had and always will, Sana hindi ko na lang sinabi yung mga bagay na yun, Edi sana ikaw at ako pa din 😭😭" i know i sound so desperate pero i really am mahal na mahal ko si Bea and i cant afford to loose her ever again..
" Hush now, You know i dont want to see you cry, Maddie it takes me six fvcking month to move on, but it's never to late to find love again, all you have to do i ask 😊"
I was confused anong pinagsasasabi nito?? may iba na ba siya?? 😩
" Good thing i promise to wait for you Babe, come ill take you home 😀"
My jaw dropped, she call me Babe again sumama ako sa kanya and that night Bea and I made love again..
A Year Passed by so quickly
naging kame ulet ni Bea and I was actually the one waiting for her sa usual spot namin dito sa Ateneo, Madami ng nagbago at nangyari samin but still this tree were our name was engrave is still standing strong. Parang si Bea nung iwan ko siya nanatili siyang matatag at naghintay sakin... i was broughy back when a kid approaches me
" Excuse me, Kayo po si Ms. Maddie?" ang cute naman nito he reminds me of Bea
" Yes cutie, what can i do for you?"
pero imbes na sumagot he gave a rose tapos 11 other kid also did the same naweweirduhan ako sa kanila tapos ngayon ako naman may note sa aso na i should put blindfold so i did pero kinakabahan ako it was dark na at wala pa din si Bea pero wait may nagsasalita sa tabi ko hala baka kidnapin ako 😨
" Exactly 1 year ago dito sa mismong lugar na to sinabi mong di mo na ko mahal, pero nagmatigas ako hopinh you'll change your mind, sa mga buwan na hindi kita nakasama nawala ako i dont see my life without you Maddie, She remove my blindfold tapos Madeleine Yrenea A. Madayag will you Marry me?? 💍
tinignan ko yung likod niya at dun nakatayo yung mga bata pati siya and spelled the question pumunta ko sa harap niya and kissed her
" Who am i to say NO to the person who only live to love me despite the things i did to you i even break you Babe, So my answer is YES, ill marry you Babe 😘"
"YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES I love You i love you YES!"
Bea's reaksyon was priceless after all that we been through siya pa din, siya lang talaga yung taong para sakin, we plan to get married next month i cant wait to say my vow to her pero one thing's for sure I will love her always and FOREVER 😊"
YreneaIsabel Pwede na bang iconsider na happy to??? hahaha
