Today's the day, ito ung araw na sinasabi niya, It's been 3 months of no Communication as in NO, I guess its natural, The weathers change and so are people. I need to do this for her to be happy kahit sobrang sakit sa puso ko..
FLASHBACK 3 MONTHS AGO
I was waiting for Maddie sa usual spot namin dito sa ATENEO since kakagraduate lang namin we decided to go back kung saan nagsimula ang lahat, Few minutes later siya naman yung nandito well nauna lang ako ng konti..
" Hi Babe, how's Davao, di mo ata kasama sila Tita?" i ask her then nagkiss ako sa kanya pero weird yung aura niya..
" Nope, im with someone else, Uhm Bei, remember our promise? the one we had here yung about us being together forever?"
" Yup as always Babe you know Im good at remembering right?"
"Bea.... Let's Break Up" nabingi ako sa narinig ko my heart was torn into pieces, i cant find the right words to say to her.
" Wa...why? 😓 wa...what did i do Babe? Nagbakasyon ka lang sa Davao, you promise pagbalik mo we will start to plan for our future diba? will go to Hawaii pa nga eh"
my voice was crack naiiyak ako sa sinabi niya pero i have to show that im strong baka lalo niya kong iwan pag nakita niyang loser, iyakin at mahina ako i cant loose her not now nor never..
" I dont love you anymore Bea, Ayokong saktan ka kaya ginagawa ko to, Please understand me"
" Can you explain to me what is happening Maddie? last week lang okay naman tayo ah pero bakit naging ganto?"
" Sorry Bea, Im really am, I have to go Bye Bea"
Pero bago pa siya makaalis i call her name actually i shout it
" MADDIE!!!!" she stops
" Can we at least give it another try? or better yet let's apply the three month rule I believe na dahil sa bakasyon mo kaya ganto tayo eh"
" Fine, see you in 3 months Bea, Bye " and there she goes habang nawawala siya sa paningin ko lumalabo yung nakikita ko dahil sa mga luha na galing sa mata ko
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For the past 3 months naghintay ako sa kanya, i cant function properly, Maddie's been my life kaya nung nawala siya ito ako miserable, Every night i go sa mga bar to get wasted.. then nabalitaan ko may bagong girlfriend na siya, so i guess pinalitan na niya talaga ko, Pagpasok ko sa resto na pagkikitaan namin umupo ako sa usual spot namin tapos biglang sila naman, kasama niya pa talaga may celebration siguro sila after our talk, cheerful siyang lumapit sakin so bilang ganti ngumiti ako i really miss this girl sobra, pagkaupo niya she ordered our usual drink at donuts...
" So hi Bei 😊, nice to see you again, kamusta ka na??"
i wanted to say im a mess without her, but knowing Maddie she hate drama like that kaya i fake a smile and respond to her.
" Im good, yeah nice to see you too, So how's your job? I heard na promote ka are you here to also celebrate?"
" Wow, updated ka pa din pala sakin, well parang ganun na nga and i also want you to meet Dean wait ill call her" The way she call that Dean was so sweet parang yung tawag niya sakim before lumalapit samin si Dean pero bago siya tuluyang makalapit ....
" It's nice to know that your moving on, Maddie I want you to know that im happy for you, Till we see each other again Madeleine goodbye"
And after that agad-agad akong lumabas not minding Dean, base sa reaksyon niya mukhang gulat siya, I was too foolish to think na pwede pa na baka kaya pang maayos pero nagmahal siya ng iba, pero kahit anong mangyari mahal na mahal ko pa din siya no matter how painful it is, Ill wait for her. and right om cue may dumaang taxi kaya sumakay ako at saktong pinapatugtog yung WAIT FOR YOU ni Elliot Yamin
" So why does your pride make you run ang hide are you that afraid of me? But i know its a lie what you keeping inside this is not what you wanted to be, So baby i will wait for you if it's the last thing ill do, baby i will wait for you cause i dont know what else i can do, Dont tell me i run out of time, If it takes the rest of my life.. Baby i will wait for you, If you think im finally just aint true, I really need you in my life no matter what i have to do... Ill wait for you..."
" This is official I Promise to wait for you Maddie 😢"
MAY PART TWO PO SIYA HAHAHA TITLED " FOREVER "
