3 Days
Sadie's POV:
3 days. It's been 3 days since I last saw Finn. 3 days since I last saw the girls. 3 days since I last saw Caleb. Caleb. I don't miss him but I do. He's been trying to ring and text me for the last 3 days but, I can't find the right ground to even respond to him through a screen. Never mind be in the same room as him. I lie and stare at my ceiling. Counting all the ridged dips in the plaster. I haven't left my room once. Nor have I even showered. All I can think about is him. No not Caleb too. Finn. It's always just Finn this or Finn thator what if Finn was here?It never stops. It's not even like I'm in love with him I just. Care. A lot.
"Sadie!" My mother yells, snapping me out of my daze.
"Yeah?" I tiredly respond.
"Someone's here to see you!"
My heart drops. My mind begins to think of 1000 different thoughts of who it could be.
Millie? Lilia? Maddie? Caleb?
I shake those thoughts and climb out of my bed and make my way to my door. I place my hand on the door handle, feeling the slight coldness from the metal.
Finn? No.
I take him out of my thoughts and make my way down the stairs and to the front door. I keep my head down and reach the bottom step and raise my head to see.
Oh, for fuck sake.
"Hey babe." Caleb walks in with flowers, breathe still has the slightest tinge of vodka to it.
He embraces me into a hug which, does feel nice to hug him. I wrangle myself out and take the flowers and place them onto my kitchen bench. I walk back over to him and he grabs my chin and gives me a soft smile.
"Do you want to go back into your room?" He softly speaks, kissing my forehead.
I blush at the sense of affection, continuing to smile and nod at his question.
I turn around, making it back up my stairs and into my room. I open my door and let myself in, Caleb not being too far behind me.
We get into my room and I throw myself onto my bed. I turn around and see Caleb standing at my door with a more, aggressive facial expression.
"What are you doing loser?" I ask with a laugh before patting my bed, gesturing him to sit down.
"Where the fuck were you." He mumbles under his breath.
I could barely hear what he said, and he wasn't even looking at me.
'Huh?" I asked confused.
I said where the fuck were you!" He yells before throwing my lamp at the wall.
My heart stops as I witness him basically trashing my room.
Photo frames. Makeup brushes. Anything he could get his hands on he was throwing.
My body froze as I witnessed him boiling with anger. Tears roll down my cheek as everything goes in slow motion.
"I- I was-" I try to speak up.
"You were what huh? Go on you cunt spit it out!" His voice gets louder as he stands, towering me and breathing heavily.
"I was with Finn in hospital." I croak out, avoiding all possible eye contact.
He scoffs in return before firmly grabbing my face and turning it his face.
"Don't you EVER see him again." He spits at me.
More tears escape my eyes before I could even speak up.
"Do you hear me?" He mumbles.
I don't reply. I don't know how too even.
"I said do you fucking understand!" He raises his voice causing me to flinch.
"Y- yes." I stutter.
His grip loosens around my face, I let out a shaky breath before he raises his hand, slapping me across my cheek and storming out of my room.
I lift my shaky hand, bringing It to my stinging cheek. I start sobbing as I slowly lay back into my pillow and roll over, facing my wall.
I need Finn. I need Finn.
Those words repeated in my brain like a broken record. It is true though. I really need him, especially right now.
I need Finn.
Authors note:Long time no see I know! Sorry it's taken soooo long to update but here's Chapter 7! Love you all<3
KJ xoxo
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