A Second Chance | Fadie

Chapter 9

Gone Without Remembrance 

⚠️TW⚠️

Sadie's POV:

I flutter my eyelids open and groan at my limp body, lying on my cold tiles. I find the strength in my arm to prop myself upwards, my back leaning against the wall as I sit staring at the bottom of my sink. I let out a sigh as I see bits of the plastic from my shaver scattered around my bathroom floor.

"Well Sadie, your still alive." I bluntly say to myself.

I pick myself up and stumble over to the sink. My head facing the drain. I gasp as I look in the mirror and see a faint image of Caleb. I quickly turn myself around and see.

"B- but he was right there?" I mumble to myself.

I turn back around to face my sink and splash my face with water, patting it dry with the towel on the rack behind me. I get to the door of my bathroom, looking at the mess Caleb left that I still haven't cleaned up. I run my hand through my knotty red hair and I breath a long breath out and exit my bathroom. I squint my eyes at the crack of light beaming trough my curtains.

"Fuck, what time is it?" I say, shielding my eyes and walking towards my nightstand.

I pick up my phone which now had one crack running down the top corner to the opposite bottom corner. I must've don't that when I slammed my phone. I click my phone on and see,

"2:45pm!" I hiss at myself.

I just missed a whole school day! I think to myself in shock. I mean, it is like 'summer break' but still.

I unlock my phone and see that no one has texted me, except for.

"Caleb." I mumble to myself as I roll me eyes.

I open the message to see what he had sent.

Caleb💞:

Morning, I don't know or care when you're going to see this message but if Lilia texts you saying that I slept with her. Believe it. I fucked your best friend and I have no regrets. You're a dirty slag anyways. You can go suck Finn off since your soooo obsessed with him.

Tears roll out of my eyes. I read that message over. And over. And over. I deserve it. I deserve to be cheated on. I'm worthless. I do nothing for him all I do is fuck everything up. Maybe if I wasn't so fucking annoying and sensitive Caleb wouldn't hit me or cheat or me or do anything of the things he does to me.

My fists tense as I dig my nails into my palm. My breath gets heavier and faster as I pace laps around my room. 

I burst.

 I scream, ditching my phone against my wall. I don't care if it smashes or breaks. I deserve it. I deserve all the pain I receive.

I collapse in the centre of my floor. Sobbing. I hug my knees into me, trying to comfort me. It doesn't work.

"I can't do this anymore!" I scream.

"I CAN'T" I scream even louder.

I go quiet, my sobs still loud, but slowly getting softer.

I unravel my knees from my chest. I'm sprawled out on my floor. Staring at my ceiling.

I zone out, thinking how much better everyone's lives would be without me. How much calmer, happier and more joyful it would be if I just. Left.

I snap out of my daze as I hear a loud bang against my window. My body freezes and my eyes widen.

"What the fuck." I whisper.

I lay still.

BANG.

Again.

I slowly move my body into a seated position, getting a better listen of the noise.

I jump as something crashes into my window, again.

I get up and climb into my bed, peaking through the blinds just enough to see who or what is throwing shit at my window.

I squint at the sunlight burning my eyes, I soon adjust to the brightness and see a tall, slim. Man? Boy? I don't know. He's just standing with a big black puffer jacket and a yellow bean-

Yellow beanie? I think to myself.

"Holy shit." I exclaim.

"It's Finn."

Author's Note:

Hello lovelies! Sorry it's been so long having MAJOR writers block! Hope you are all staying safe during this crazy time! I'm releasing (hopefully) 1 or 2 more chapters tonight<3

KJ xoxo