Nothing Lasts Forever

Chapter 14

It's been too long since I last updated and I feel real bad :(

TORIS POV

It has been 2 weeks since my parents told me the news about America. My dad talked to Joe and he said it was fine as the boys would only be recording songs while I was away anyway. I wasn't worried about the filming or anything, what worried me the most was just being away from the boys, Luke really. He and I still haven't had a proper conversation about our feelings since the night I stayed. I don't want to rush things, but maybe he didn't really like me. I was getting ready to go to Calums house, today I had to tell them now that everything was settled. Plus I had to be at the airport tomorrow early morning.

"Hi boys long time no see"

I said as Calum opened the front door to reveal the boys who I consider brothers.

"Toriiii"

They responded pulling me into a group hug. This day was spent with me editing the new music video. The boys swapping between the gameing and annoying me. The sun sooner or later set as I started to pack up my gear,

"Awhh going already?"

Luke pouted as I shoved my laptop into its bag. 3 other head snapped towards me,

"We were going to get pizza and have a movie night"

Ashton invited,

"Well, I need to get a early night"

"HAHAHA! Tori sleep is for losers!"

Michael mocked

"Shut-up Michael, Tori why do you need a early night?"

Luke questioned

"Welll, you see my dad my mum and I are actually going to America tomorrow for dads work."

I said really quick. I couldn't look at them as I said this. I just imagined their faces falling

"How, how how long for?"

Luke asked

"A month"

"Why didn't you tell us!?"

He yelled back. The other boys awkwardly left the room as this argument got more heated

"I haven't had the chance to!"

"Oh yeah? How long have you known for?"

"A few weeks" I replied glumly.

"I can't believe you Tori. We formed this incredible friendship and now you're just leaving."

"Luke, it's only a month you won't even know I'm gone"

"I will, there won't be a day that goes by when I'm not thinking of you"

He stood up and shouted

"Look Luke you think I want to go and leave you guys? I don't okay, this trip is 2 months long. I begged to not go at all. My parents are only letting me stay home for 1 month is because my brother is in town dammit. You're so pathetic grow up!"

I regretted those last words as soon as they left my mouth.

"T-T-Tori, get out"

He snapped

"Luke I"

"No just leave"

His voice broke. I couldn't believe what just happened as i got my laptop case, slung it over my shoulder and left the hood house.

"I will get your video done while I'm away"

I shouted over my shoulder before leaving. I felt alone. I could possibly of ruined my friendship with Luke. That was what I was most afraid of. As I entered my house I began to pack for America. As I brought my suitcase downstairs to put by the front door, my thoughts where interrupted,

"How did the boys take it"

I turned to see my mum standing in the kitchen doorframe. I shook my head in reponse and before I knew it I had tears rolling down my cheeks.

"Ohh Tori"

Mum said pulling me in for a hug as I sobbed continued crying.

"I'm going to miss them so much"

"Luke especially right?"

"We kinda had a fight"

"Tori what happened"

"He just got mad at me for not telling him sooner. Then I told him to grow up. I put my walls up around him, I shut down mum. I blocked him so I wouldn't get hurt"

I admitted truely, thats how I thought.

"Come here Tee"

I followed mum as she entered her room and handed me a gift. Confused I looked up at her,

"We wanted to wait until you needed it. I feel your ready"

Even more confused I opened the gift to revel a beautiful paper bag brown journal.

"It's for you to write down everything that happens Tee,  your thoughts. It sounds like a typical diary but this actually has a point"

Mum begain to explain as she walked over to her dresser. She pulled out a smiler diary

"I was givin one for my 17th birthday, when I met your father. I was just a bit older than you.  I wrote a lot in it I used up 4 books actually. Look the point is; live every moment, heartbreaks, firsts, memories write it all down then when your my age you can look back. You won't regret it trust me"

"Thanks mum! This is a really good idea"

"Promise me, you will follow this through?"

"I promise"

"Good, this also comes with the suprise. I didn't get this with mine but your father came up with the idea."

I opened another package to revel a white polaroid camera! I screamed

"Mum, mum thank you soo much!"

I truly ment it.

"Take a photo of every day Tori, and put it into the diary. Bring this with us to America."

"I will"

I said before hugging my mum and bringing my new gifts to my room to put into my carry on bag. I also put my spare chargers my mac and IPad into the bag before zipping it up and putting it out to my neatly laid clothes.

T: Goodnight :/

You guessed it, I texted Luke. To be honest I was supried to get  response.

L: Thought you needed a early night ;) Haha, have a good time in American. Promise to not forget me.

T: You don't hate me?

L: Not even possible. I truly believe that you were the greatest thing that ever happened to me.

T: Sneaky Mayday Parade reference :P Night Lukey Xx

L: Night Tee, text me when you land safely Xxx

I smiled as I rolled over ready for the big day tomorrow. This is my first time leaving Australia, flighting even. I am kind of nervous. I thought  as I turned off my lights amd went to sleep.

AN: Cute idea with the photos eh? Not even kidding it is my new years resoluion. Hopefully you like this chapter. I am spending time making them good now, thay is why they take a while to get up here. I really want to make this a good fanfic amd not too predictable. I guess you could say I had writers blook recently? I just am real passionate about writing this to the best I can!!

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