The Alpha's Unwanted Son

The Alpha's Unwanted Son- Chapter Twenty-Seven

Jay's POV

My head spun as I tried to sit up. It had been a week since the fight and I haven't felt any better. Luna hasn't visited me once, neither has Casey nor Alex. Ed, Sabrina, Kyle & John did but nobody else. There were doctors that came to assess my health hourly, the wound still hurt like a b*tch but that doesn't matter anymore. I have nothing now. Physically I'm feeling better, but emotionally I'm not. That fight just feels so... pointless now. I haven't achieved anything from it.

Luke still hates my guts, Luna's probably pi$$ed at me for fighting Luke, Casey is still an emotional wreck, and I'm still stuck where I've always been. I'm still the worst mate in the entire world, I'm still a cr*ppy son, and my father still wishes I was dead! My life is even more pointless now. Even as I sit here in this room getting medical attention I'm still pointless. Someone else deserves this room more than I do, why waste it on someone as pointless as me?

I can't help but feel so useless now. It's like the reality of my life has just come crashing down on me, I have nothing to live for. I'm just a stupid orphan who's a nuisance to society. Nothing else.

"Jason?" Sabrina asks in barely a whisper. My eyes don't even look to the door, I hear Sabrina sigh as she takes a seat next to my bed. This has become sort of like a routine for us, Sabrina comes in tries to talk to me, then leaves after an hour when she finally gives up on talking to me. Later on, Kyle & John would come followed by Ed in the afternoon.

"Still not talking?" Sabrina asks me. I nod my head not turning my head to look at her. She reaches her hand over to my cheek, gently turning my head to face her. Her face looks tired, bags under her eyes, flushed face, and messy hair.

"I spoke to Luna yesterday." Sabrina starts, my eyes widen a bit as I wait on anticipation. I haven't spoken to her since I was stabbed. I wonder how she's doing?

"What did she say?" I whisper in a dry voice, Sabrina's eyes widen in surprise at the sound of my raspy, throaty whisper. She quickly changes her facial expression to one of sadness.

"She said that she needs time." Sabrina begins, I don't let her continue though. I quickly cut her off.

"What do you mean?" I nearly shout, my heart beating in my chest harder than its ever pounded before. Sabrina shush's me by putting a finger over my lips.

"It means that she just needs a little bit of time to figure things out before she sees you again. She's not leaving you, she just needs some space to figure everything out." Sabrina explains to me, I sigh. I guess I can understand where she's coming from. I nod in understanding as I look away from Sabrina. She removes her finger and we keep quiet for a couple minutes.

"W-what about C-Casey?" I mumble to Sabrina. If anyone would know, it'd be her. Although the majority of my thoughts have been about Luna, Casey has slipped into my mind a couple of times.

"I don't know." Sabrina tells me honestly. I thought that of all people she'd be the first to come see me, I guess I was wrong. I focus on the light blue wall in front of my bed. I've been doing that a lot lightly, just staring at the wall thinking. Maybe that's what put me into this, depression. I've never been isolated before. Normally I have Ed or Alex around, but now I'm alone. Sabrina may be here but it's not the same as Ed & Alex's company.

"Oh." I mumble not paying attention anymore. I tune out Sabrina's voice as she talks about anything and everything. I wish Luna was here.