NEW JERSEY Hello, my name is Valeria and this is how my life was destroyed.
It was the last day of summer break before we had to go to our Junior year of high school and I was invited to a back to school party that Jake, one of the most popular boys in the school were throwing.
Cameron, Jake, Kian and most importantly Ethan and Grayson aka the Dolan Twins ran the school, they all were also in a gang. But there was something special about one of them. Ethan Dolan had my eyes. But of course I would never be able to date him. Other girls were lucky that got to date him but I also heard he was a player.
Me on the other hand was shy, kind and totally insecure. My only friends were Maria and Alondra. My best friends. And I was still a virgin. I know, lame.
"Hurry up Valeria!" Alondra yelled
"But I don't know what to wear. My body makes everything look weird." I sat on my bed complaining.
"Gosh Vale, you're going to make us late for the party!" Maria yells at me as she opens my closet looking through my clothes. "Look!" She says with excitement as she finds a nice black long sleeved dress.
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"But-" I try to make another excuse to not go.
"But, But, But! No more buts Valeria! You should be happy about your body, you got nice curves and that nice round booty of yours, girl! I wish I had that. And you got boobs that can actually be held by a man" she winks and laughs.
"Shut up Maria, you know that I haven't even dated one boy in my life, so what's the point of these?" I ask as I slip the black dress on.
"That's why you need to hurry up so we can get to that party mijita!" Alondra says laughing and I roll my eyes as I slip on my converse.
LATER AT THE PARTY
Alondra was driving us in her car and as we pulled up to the party we saw people outside either kissing, talking, dancing or drinking.
We walked up the stairs and as I was about to go in I hesitated. I didn't feel right. I wanted to go home. But then Maria and Alondra came back out when they noticed I wasn't there and pulled me in.
"Guys!?" I yelled.
"Shut up Vale, you need to party for once and get out of your room." Maria said.
"Yeah Vale. And right now is your chance to meet a boy and you know like hit off, you know what I mean puta?" Alondra was winking trying to make me laugh.
I sighed and went in.
I suddenly realized how much more people were in side and felt more insecure than ever.
Song:Justin Timberlake mirrors was playing and Alondra and Maria went to go get a beer as I went to sit down not knowing what was the point of being here. I could be at home sleeping. Or eating.
I looked around at all the people and I suddenly stop when I see him staring at me.
Ethan freaking Dolan had his eyes on me. Oh shit I looked like a complete loner while the popular boy was looking right at me. He probably thinks I'm a loser.
He was playing pool ball with all his friends when out of no where started coming my direction. I quickly looked away.
Oh shit, Oh shit, Oh shit! He was coming closer!
What if he tells me off for staring at him? Yet again he was the one staring at me first.
"Hey there." He said with a flirty voice
"Hi?" I was confused.
He chuckles. "You wanna play?" He places his hand on my thigh.
"Huh?" I ask trying to understand what he was referring to.
"Pool." He says as he frowned.
"Oh! Yes!" I try playing it off cool.
"What else did you think I was talking about?" His eyebrows still furrowed.
I get up and walk to the pool table with him feeling like a complete dumb ass.
I'm about to take my turn without even knowing how to play when I suddenly feel him against me. He puts his hands on mine helping me. I can see from the side of my eye that he's smirking as he smushes his crotch on my ass.
"Just like that." He whispers in my ear and I get nervous and my cheeks turn pink.
This slick ass bitch. He knows what he's doing. Keep doing it tho baby. I don't mind.
