He immediately grabs my hand and takes me upstairs.
We go in a room that seems to be the guest room. He gets in closer to me as his mouth is just inches away before landing on mine but I keep backing away and end up falling on the bed.
He chuckles and gets on top of me, he holds my arms on the bed above my head. He leans down and kisses my neck.
In the moment it feels so good. I never felt this way before. My legs start to feel weak. He gets up as he pulls his black shirt off. He's so damn fine. What is even happening? Why me?
He leans in again going in for my lips. I kiss back. For the first time I kissed someone. And not just anyone. It's him. Ethan fucking Dolan is kissing me. What?
He slips his tongue in my mouth as we both breathe hard. I'm not used to it yet. Then suddenly I feel his hands sliding up my thigh going under my dress. He's about to pull my underwear down when I stop him.
"No wait- I-" I push him off and get up off the bed.
He chuckles "come on baby" he grabs my hand trying to bring me back to the bed but I pull away again.
"What is it?" He asks.
"It's nothing- I just- I need to get up for school early tomorrow and- I need to find my friends." I open the door and try to leave.
He pulls my hand and brings me facing him as my hands land on his bare chest. As much as I want to I can't. I don't know why.
He chuckles again. "Tell me what's really wrong" he cups my cheeks.
"I'm- I just don't want to" I say.
"You're kidding me?" He says disappointed.
I just stand there not knowing what to do.
He sighs and leaves all upset. "I was just trying to help you out you loser"
I suddenly feel hurt. But then I get upset and run downstairs and run out the house as I run home.
Fuck him and this party. I never wanted to come anyway.
NEXT DAY (FIRST DAY OF JUNIOR YEAR) SEPTEMBER 4th
I look at my new schedule as I put my stuff in my locker. And that's when I hear him. His laughter. I look and I see him with his friends and a bunch of girls. He's so damn fine. Wow.
But then I remember what he said to me. Fuck him! I slam my locker close and walk to my first class.
"Woah! Someone's in a bad mood." Alondra puts her arm around me and Maria walks along.
I ignore her and keep walking.
"Hey, anyway what happen to you yesterday? We were going nuts looking for you!" Maria says looking at me.
I still ignore.
"Hello? Val? Are you there?" Alondra and Maria sway their hands in front of my face trying to get my attention.
"Why don't you ask him?" I say looking at them and pointing at Ethan.
"Who? Ethan?" Maria asks confused.
"No the chicken. Of course Ethan!" I say sarcastically and angry.
"Okay Val, no need to get angry." Maria backs up as she holds her hands up in front of her. "And wait what do you mean Ethan? He talked to you? What did he do?" Her eyes widen.
