Jade's Pov
Time flies so fast I should be loving it hoping someday or one day you will come home coz I really miss you so much but do I still need to hope for that? Until now you left me with a lot of question running in my mind all I thought we will be fine just like you said before?
I was wrong! Now here I am again trying to forget all the pain you've cause. I am mad no I'm angry, I was hurt but still, I still care for you what happen to us Yan? We're happy totally happy before your family decide to go abroad for you Lolo's medication and I understand and support you coz I love all the person you love, at first we were fine even if the timezone really sucks but we able to adjust and still making time for each other we're happy I can say but as days, weeks and months go by the hope that you're coming home soon was gone and our communication was gone also no more update coming from you. You deactivated all your social media account there you left me hanging with bullsh*t question why?!
What did I do? You can tell be everything I will understand but I never hear anything from you. Now here I am wasted again in my favorite bar, Mom and Dada already know what happened between me and Yan of course they will asked my sudden changes but I promise to the both of them I'll fix myself for them not for anyone else! I have the best parents in the world thanks to them they really understand me but I promise myself this will be the last time that I will cry and drink because of you. Thank you still for making me felt loved but you made the also the saddest. I love you so much Arianne Bernice Pineda Galang so much I really do ikaw lang naman talaga kahit nagkaganito tayo but I need to fix myself my family needs me. Hindi ko pwedeng sirain ang buhay ko coz you left. Its hurts too bad coz my system won't be complete without you I cried again huh! WTF! I HATE IT!
Flashback
Yan invited me sa bahay nila dahil wala daw syang kasama magpapabebe pa ba tayo? Syempre hindi yung mahal ko yun eh agad na akong nagpaalam kina Mom at Dada then bumili ng pasalubong for my love hehehe dumaan ako sa flower shop at bumili ng icecream at chicken wings favorite nya kasi yun saka pizza yung hawaiian saka ako magdrive papunta sa kanila nagdoorbell na ako at mukhang namiss nya talaga ako sya ang nagbukas ng door inabot ko naman agad yung flower ngumiti naman sya at humalik sa pisngi ko and automatic she clings in my arm hanggang sa makapasok kami.
Pumunta muna kami sa kitchen nila para maibaba ang mga binili ko " Love ang dami naman nito " masayang sabi nya kaya tumawa ako ng mahina.
Gutumin kasi yung Love ko I knew that food is life but Jade Wong is lifer HAHAHA she just rolled her eyes " Mahangin po Love " pang-aasar nya sabay hampas after namin maiayos yun food inaya na nya ako sa room nya nanonood daw kami sya narin ang namili ng papanoorin namin ako naman nakaupo at nakasandal sa headboard lumapit sya sa akin nasa harap ko sya nakasandal ang ulo nya sa dibdib ko bale nakabackhug ako sa kanya nilaro-laro ko lang ang buhok nya.
" L-love m-may s-sasabihin a-ako " ramdam ko ang kaba nya pinaharap ko sya sa akin saka ako ngumiti.
Hey relax Love ako lang toh sabay halik ko sa noo nya kumalma naman sya at huminga ng malalim " L-love do you trust me? " tumaas ang kilay ko sa tanong nya tumawa lang ako ng mahina at hinawakan ang kamay nya saka ko hinalikan.
Of course Love I trust you, now spill it tumitig lang sya sa mga mata ko ramdam ko ang takot at kaba nya may lungkot sa mga mata nya. " L-love remember Lolo? " tumango lang ako kahit alam ko kung saan ito papunta dasal kong sana hindi tama ang hinala ko pero hindi mali ako " W-we n-need to go to Canada Love " unti-unting tumulo ang luha nya " I'm s-sorry Love *hik* I know this will be hard but if you will trust me *hik* we'll be fine L-love *hik* hinagod hagod ko lang ang likod nya I must act strong para sa amin I must understand coz I love her that much masakit sobrang sakit but its her grandfather who needs them who am I to say No? L-love *hik* y-you won't break with me naman diba? kahit malungkot ako napangiti parin ako sa sinabi nya. I'm gonna miss you so much Love *hik* cuddle with you *hik* eating my meal with you *hik* how you make me special *hik* how you see me like i'm your world *hik* L-love i'm gonna miss you so bad *hik* the way you holds me *hik* your warm hugs *hik* your sweet kisses *hik* L-love I love you so much *hik* you'll wait for me please *hik* coz I will be back the soonest *hik* dadalhin ko yung baby natin"
napatawa nalang ako baby talaga namin yung stuff toy na bigay ko sa kanya si Baby Sungit hehe. Shhhh enough na Love ko I will wait for you no matter what niyakap nya lang ako pinunasan ko na ang mga luha nya
" wag kang maglalandi Love ha " taas kilay nya yun talaga ang unang bilin nya? nagpout lang ako, Love naman yun talaga unang bilin mo? hindi makapaniwalang sagot ko.
" Paano ang daming malandi sa paligid baka mamaya pumatol ka " sabay irap nya napakamot nalang ako ng batok. Kahit pa sinong maglandi sa akin Love pagaari lang ako ni Arianne Bernice Pineda Galang proud kong sagot she just rolled her eyes buti naman medyo light na yun mood nya hindi gaya kanina na sobrang lungkot ng mahal ko. "
Basta Love ha behave ka dito, gusto ko ako lang saka hindi ka makakatakas remember bestfriend ko ang kapatid mo " taas kilay nya hahaha ang cute talaga ng mahal ko. Opo hindi ko po makakalimutan na bestfriend ka ni Fam ikaw nga eh dapat behave ka dun baka mamaya hindi mo na ako maalala Love kunwari pagtatampo ko hinampas nya lang ako
"Hindi mo bagay magdrama Love " natatawang sabi nya kaya sinamaan ko sya ng tingin pinisil pisil nya ang pisngi ko " ngayon palang miss na miss na kita Love pero saglit lang naman siguro yun " malungkot ang boses nya. Magdasal lang tayo Love magiging okay din ang lahat sabay halik ko sa noo nya sinulit namin ang mga araw na magkasama pa kami hanggang sa tuluyan na ngang nakaalis ang pinakamamahal ko araw-araw nagkasama kami salitan natin ang sleep over hanggang sa bago ng flight nila.
End of flashback
F*ck! So asan na Yan? Ang sabi mong babalik ka agad? Hindi ko nga alam kung naaalala mo pa ako o minsan ba sumasagi parin ako sa isip mo? Walang hiyang buhay toh! But I must be strong for myself and of course for my family. So pareho na kami ngayon ni Kuya JD na broken? Mas malala lang sa akin we're f*cking in a relationship but Kuya and Cath just getting to know each other! Damn it!. TitoNinong Bei find her home to TitaNinang Jho with their baby girl, Ninong Tots find her home to Ninang Ced with their baby boy yes! nanganak na si Ninang Ced, Dada find her home to Mom and kami ang bunga nun, all I thought I already found my home to you Yan akala ko lang pala what now?! You left me hanging and I don't know how to build my home again why Yan? What did I do wrong? To be hurt like this? Kung babalik ka pa I don't know kung may babalikan ka pa dasal kong sana nasa mabuti ka at sana masaya ka without me in your life para naman worth it lahat ng sakit na pinaparamdam mo sa akin, but I think its about time to move on it will be the last time I'll cry because of you I've waited for you too long but you never come back. I guess its goodbye Yan I still wish you for the best kung nasaan ka man ngayon o ano man ang ginagawa mo, o sino man ang kasama mo.
" They say Love will always find its way home"
I don't believe in that, coz you left and never came back
but if one day you'll come back, I guess I'll consider that, if its true or not and if the love was still there even if you cause me so much pain i'll forgive you because You're My Home.
T H E E N D
A/N
* Thank you so much guys for supporting the story from the start till the end, I love you all❤ sorry for the painful ending but we'll look forward for the next story or maybe Book II and if that will happen maybe it will be focus on Jade Wong but of course Dra. Jema and Lt. Wong syempre naman Jedean Gawong tayo😊😍 Godbless everyone😇
JackieTheGreat signing off😊❤
