Slowly Healing (Sequel to Jerk Theory)

Chapter 12

*Louis' P.O.V.
"Lou why do you look nice?" Fizzy asks.

"Since when is this outfit nice?" I chuckle at her question.

"Lou, you never look in a mirror when you're getting ready unless it involves Alyssa. Is she coming over?"

"Maybe, maybe not. I mean the boys are coming over and I invited her, but I doubt she'll come." I say. I texted her this morning asking if she wanted to hang with the me, the guys, and Perrie, so we can all catch up.

I really am trying my best to not give up on her, but ever since she got back from the doctor last week she's been really distant. More than usual. It's really hard for me to do this. I love her, and she's not letting me show her that I can help her. Whatever it is.

"What happened to you and Alyssa?" Daisy asked.

"Yeah! You guys were supposed to get married and have a zillion kids!" Phoebe says in agreement.

"Alyssa and I are just going through a rough patch. I'm trying as hard as I can to show her everything will be okay, but she's been ignoring me. We've only had one conversation in the past month." I explain. They don't need to know exactly what's going on, because honestly I don't even know what's going on.

"Maybe she's pregnant!" Fizzy says.

"No, she's not pregnant." I say. My sisters have the craziest ideas.

"No it makes sense! Remember when mom was pregnant with the twins? She was scared to tell dad, because she knew how he'd react." Lottie says agreeing with Fizzy.

"Girls, if Alyssa was pregnant I would've seen the signs by now. I know what a pregnant women looks like, due to seeing mom pregnant four times." I says silencing them, but it only put ideas in my head.

Maybe she was pregnant.

"Lou, it's probably nothing. Don't let the girls get to you. I know Alyssa, she'd tell you if she was. Hell she would've told me by now. She can't keep a secret from me." Kenna says easing my thoughts.

I don't know what I'd do if she was pregnant. I'm not even ready to be a dad.

"Wait, you've talked to her?" Kenna nods as if it's the most obvious thing in the world.

"Yeah, just cause you two aren't on good terms, or whatever the hell it is, doesn't mean I won't talk to my best friend."

"Watch your language!" I scold her, and she rolls her eyes.

I hear a knock on the door and race over to it, just incase it is Alyssa.

I open it only to be disappointed.

"Woah, I'm sorry I don't met your expectation lover boy." Perrie says, walking in with Zayn.

"Sorry guys, it's just I thought you may have been-"

"Alyssa?" Zayn asks cutting me off, and all I can do is nod.

"We get it Lou. I miss her too. I haven't seen her since the day you guys skipped town, and made me lie to her poor mum about her whereabouts." She says in a scolding manner.

"Yeah, uh sorry 'bout that. I did realize how much it was going to backfire on us. It's my fault she left. It's my fault she's avoiding me." I say.

"Lou, I know her and she'd never avoid you unless there was great reason." Perrie says patting my back. "If it helps any she's probably at home right now thinking of how to tell you whatever it is she's been hiding."

*Alyssa's P.O.V.
"Mom, I can't go over there!" I yell. She's been trying to convince me to go out, and see Louis. Ever since I got the test results back, I don't know how I'll break the news to him.

My phone interrupts our argument.

Hey bitch, are you coming over or not? Xx - Kenna xx

Not if your brothers going to be there. I'd love to see you and the girls again, but...

I reply to her message.

"I will literally drag you all the way to his house if you don't!" My mom argues.

"Since when are you on his side, and not your own daughters!?" I fight back. I have reason for not wanting to go over there. Not seeing Louis just makes all of this easier.

"Because I've been in your situation before! I know how it feel not knowing something about a loved one. It's worse for Louis because he's the one you're suppose to love."

"Could you stop reminding me!?" I scoff.

"Alyssa, you have to tell him." My dad butts in. Where the hell did he come from?

"Oh my god! If you guys want me to go see him so badly I will." I shout storming out of the door grabbing the car keys on the way out.

I pull my phone out of my pocket and create two text very quickly.

The first was to Kenna.
On second thought, I'll be there in 5. Xx

The second to Grant.
I'll be back later. Don't worry I won't do anything stupid, I just need out of the house.

I turn the key in the car, and turn the heat on. I back out of the driveway and make my way to MaKenna's house.

***
I slowly get out of the car debating whether this was a good idea or not. Before I can even think about what I'm doing my hand it knocking on the door.

What the hell did I just do?

There is shuffling on the other end of the door.

"Just a minute!" I hear a feminine voice say.

He didn't move on did he? My mind says. I look down at my feet and hear the sound of the door opening.

I look up for a split second, but not long enough to know who is at the door.

"Alyssa! Oh my god! It's been forever!" The girl says pulling me into a tight hug, then releasing me. "Guys, come here! Look who finally decided to show up from the dead!" She yells into the other room, then looks back at me.

I finally have a chance to see who it it. "Perrie? Oh my, I almost didn't recognize you!"

"Yeah? I may have put on a pound or two." She says rubbing her stomach.

"Wait. You're pregnant?!" I say with my eyes widen, and she laughs.

"No, I'm kidding. I'm way to young to be having a child. I just wanted to mess with you for leaving my for six months." She says sternly.

"Alyssa!" I hear coming from everywhere and suddenly I'm being attacked by four boys. The fifth standing off to the side awkwardly.

The boys are full of great ecstasy. They don't even realize Louis, standing there not saying anything.

"Boys please, I need some space." I say laughing at how excited they were to see me.

"How long have you been back?" Niall asks.

"Hm, about a month."

"And we're justing now finding you?!" Harry exclaims.

"I thought Louis would've told you by now."

A/N: That ending sucked. I just don't know what to do to fix it.

You guys don't understand how badly I want Alyssa to just run into Louis' arms and like make out with him and them work everything out. It's killing me too, I've accidentally told some of you oops.

Confession time:
What's one thing you won't admit to anyone?

Mine: I listen to to the new Taylor Swift album and loved it oops.

-Autumn <3