you dumb, sad bitch

5:49pm

song: never enough from the greatest showman

never enough.
that's all i can say when i think about us.
all these secrets that we share.

how when we touch each other it's a mix of lust and passion.
how your tongue and fingers feel between my thighs
how our kisses are hot and heavy, but also slow and soft.

how gentle you were with me as you took away my girlhood.

how your hand fits perfectly in mine.
how when hold each other so close, like we've been touch starved.
how we hold hands in the dark when no one can see.
how your smile makes my heart do flips.
how i love you in silence.

all these things, small and big will never been enough for me.
they will never fill the void in my chest.
they will never be what i want with you.

i want to hold your hand in the brightest of days for everyone to see.
i want to kiss you and feel nothing but love in between us.
i want to hold you and not have to let go when somebody opens the door.
i want to show the entire world who you are to me.
my love, my soulmate, my everything.

but all these secrets that have to remain just as they are.
they will never be enough for me.