you dumb, sad bitch

3:26am

song- best years by 5SOS

H loves me back :)
after three long years of waiting for him to be ready, i am officially his girlfriend.

so, with that being said, be patient, boys and girls. good things come to those who wait. they may know how you feel, and are just too scared to break your heart. you'll know when your heart belongs to somebody, and when theirs belongs to you as well. you'll feel it in your gut. you'll have your doubts, you'll have many sleepless nights, many, many tears, and maybe a few heartbreaks from other people in between, but that's all just preparing you for the best years. those years are the light at the end of the tunnel. the years of happiness and joy after fighting your ass off to get through things. the double rainbow after a hurricane. you get the gist.

i promise you. i promise you they will come. and they will set you free. and it'll feel so, so good. i wish i could tell my past self about this. how all of her doubts and worries are pretty much useless. i told my friend i'd make him mine. i told them that he would be my boy forever. follow your gut.

a happy heart feels good

june 15, 2020 💜