Stay Away From My Friends

chapter 9: seriously?

Kellin's pov

Muffled talking that I cant quite hear wakes me up. I hum in a question way and slowly moving my numb asleep legs out from being folded beside him to being straight. One in between his legs and the other on the other side.

I'm still laying on top of Oli half asleep. Maybe more than half.. "I was just thinking out loud," he tells me and I stretch a little bit before snuggling up to his chest more.

"Oof," I mumble feeling my legs go into pins and needles as they wake up.

"My legs hurt," I whine muffled my his shirt and slurred from sleep. His hand is still under my shirt and was still until now. He's now scratching my back again.

"Sorry love," he says kissing the top of my head. I smile and wiggle my legs a little curling my toes and trying to get the pain to leave. "Mm, stop wiggling around unless you want me to get hard," he says and I freeze.

Oh..

"Oopsy, umm.. I'm hungry," I mumble now getting off of him.

"Get dressed, I'll take you somewhere."

I look at him with a pout. I'm not feeling like McDonald's or anything. I was thinking about going to the store and buying a sandwich or something. 

"Dont look at me like that," he says and grabs my cheek trying to make me smile. I try so hard to look upset but end up smiling and giggling as he plays with my face.

"Fine, let me put clothes on and find my wallet," I give in getting up.

"Nope, this is a date. I'm paying," he says and I look at him surprised.

"Seriously?" I ask hopefully.

"Yeah, do you like McAllisters?" He says and I almost jump up and down. I love McAllisters.

"Yes! Get out so I can change," I say excitedly.

"I've always seen you naked," Oli says trying to stay. I'm nervous about my body. It doesn't make to much sense but I'm still very shy even though I know he's see everything already. I don't want him to see the scars or notice I'm not as skinny as I appear to be.

I'm not pretty..

"Mm.. please?" I say and he sees my mood change.

"Yeah, I'll be downstairs," he says getting up and grabbing my hips. We share a kiss and then he leaves. Even when it's no tongue I still get weird feelings. Stomach doing backflips, heart feeling like warm chocolate is being poured on it, butterflies flapping around in me. My head gets a type of high I cant explain and I just.. feel.. I dont know the feeling.

I use to get butterflies in my chest with Alan but nothing like this. I want to kiss him more but these feeling scare me and makes me feel vulnerable. Oliver has my heart and soul in his hands and he thinks it's just a little bit of my heart. He doesn't know that if he fucks up and crushes it he'll be crushing all of me.

I didnt mean to give him that.. and no I'm not saying I love him. I'm scaying I'm attracted and attached to him. We are going on a date. Does that mean he likes me?

He can't seriously like me..

I put on my normal 'emo' clothes and fix my hair a little before checking the time. 7pm.. I smile a little thinking about it. I'm going on my first real date.

Me and Alan have gone on 'dates' but its embarrassing what it was. Just going to McDonald's and eating.

After I'm done with everything I practically run out my room and really do run into someone. I back away looking at the person apologizing profusely.

Matty looks at me angrily. "Fucking dyke," he says before going into the bathroom. I rush away and practice run and take cover from the random eyes on my behind Oli.

"Frankie, why wasn't I aware that your not the hottest guy here?" A red haired guy I've never seen says to a guy I've seen once on a trip to go get food. Frankie the hits the red head and then Oliver's taking me by the hand out the door.

"You should make friends with these guys, you are living with them," he says once we are outside and they can't hear.

"Mm.. I dont like people. Vic's okay but I don't need friends," I mumble.

"I understand," he says opening the passenger door for me. I get in and he looks at my feet and hands making sure I'm not going to be hurt when he closes it. He closes it and goes around the car and gets in.

I buckle up and he starts the car. "Buckle up," I tell him and he looks at me surprised. However he doesn't argue and ends up bucking up.

I wonder how our date will be..

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