Stay Away From My Friends

chapter 20: yelling

"I'm fucking paralyzed because of you!"

"No you fucking bitch! It was kellin's fucking fault!"

Slowly I creep out of my window. I hate yelling. Or hearing it.. growing up in a house with constant yelling sucks.. I close my window and sneak away.

When I get to Alan's house I let myself in. His parents are okay with this and so is he. I do knock on his bedroom door because I don't want to walk in on anything. He opens the door and looks.. mad?

"Austin is a fucking prick!" He starts yelling to me and I understand he's not mad at me but its stressful. He goes on and on grabbing his keys. "And now you want me to take you to Oli's fucking grate," he says and I follow him to his car.

I stay quiet the whole way there. I thank him and then get out and go inside. Its five so Oli wont be here yet. Tomorrow is his birthday. I got him a sonic shirt and I was thinking we could celebrate by having sex..

I go through the house and matty gives me dirty looks. When I get to Oli's room I go into his closet to steal a hoodie. I need the comfort. I find one but the dresser catches my eye.

What's in the bottom drawer?

My curiosity is killing me. Is it more sex toys? Porn magazines? Embarrassing pictures? A diary?  His weed? What could he possibly hide?

I grab the handle and open it...

Oh..

The feeling of trespassing and violating his privacy hits me. I pick up pictures of a younger Oli and Mitch. Theres so many pictures of them smiling and kissing. Theres a few shirts and things that look like they might be meaningful but I dont know the stories.

Love letters and cute things. "What the fuck! Really? Your going to go snooping through my shit?" Oli yells making me drop the picture. When I try to pick it up Oliver's grabbing my wrist pulling me up and away from it.

"O-ouch! Oli, that hurts," I say as he grips my wrist that hurts from cutting.

"I dont fucking care," he says pushing me out of his room and slamming the door with him on the inside.

I sit there shocked.

Oli just yelled at me and hurt me? Tears brim to my eyes and I look at his door. Maybe he'll open it up in a second and apologize? After a minute my hopes are crushed and I go downstairs crying.

"What happened?" Vic asks.

"Nothing.. I'm going home," I mumble leaving. I'm walking home.. yeah I'm aware it's a hour long walk but I don't care. I just want to be alone...

My feelings are hurt and I hate myself for being so annoying and rude..

Whoops

Thoughts?

How wrong was Oli?

What about kellin?

Theories?