This is the second book to A Flair For The Dramatic!
So there will be a recap and then it's starting where we left off in that book so yeeeee if you read the recap you dont really need to read the first book lol
SPOILERS FOR AFFTH (kinda)
so this...
In the bathroom I sit on the closed toilet. A blade from a pencil sharpener in the palm of my hand. Oli being mad at me makes me upset. The fact I cant remember bothers me. The suicide thoughts and the self hatred..
It's all to much.
Oli cuts.. probably because of me. I put the blade to my wrist and- the door opens. I look up at Oli. He looks at my wrist and his eyes widen. He has a busted lip and a bruising jaw.
"Fuck," he says before taking the blade away from me. I'm frozen just watching him. Is he still mad at me? Why is he hurt? Is he disappointed in me?
He puts the blade in his pocket very slowly and then kneels down in front of me. He then puts his face in my lap and.. cries...
"I.. I'm sorry? Are you okay?" I ask and then put my fingers in his hair. He moves forward shoving his face in my stomach, me knees are on either side of his sides. I bend a little and hug him.
It's an awkward position but it's not awkward. I just want to cheer him up. After a while of him crying he pull away and I can see how vulnerable he is. "I- I know Its my fault but please don't hurt y-yourself," he says.
Oli picks up my arm and looks at yesterday's cuts. Tears spilling out his eyes and his hands are shaking. "I.. I just feel like.. I need to?" I say and he kisses my cuts.
"Baby, you- you really dont deserve this," he says and I grab his face and look into his eyes.
"Neither do you," I mumble and kiss his forehead.
"Its different.. I hurt you so much.. I'm a bad boyfriend," he mumbles as I wipe his tears away.
"You upset me this morning but that doesn't mean you're a bad boyfriend. If.. if that dog really means something important.. I guess it's okay. As long as you're not getting back with your ex," I say trying to not feel jealous.
"Don't be jealous.. you're my soulmate. I.. I love you. I know you don't want to hear that because it probably makes you think your leading me on or some shit but no. It's okay that you don't love me. But I- theres just so many things in my mind. I want you to know I'm never going to leave you," he tells me.
"Then.. why would you skip our date to go get a dog from your ex?" I ask feeling like I need an explanation. He frown and swallows hard.
"Its.. it's a touchy topic.. um. C-can I just tell you half of it and tomorrow or sometime later I tell you?" He asks really not wanting to talk about it.
"Yeah, that's okay," I tell him and he hugs me. I hug back and he clears his throat and runs his face.
"Okay. So. Um.. me and mitch got a puppy but not even a week later he.. got out of the picture and I left so the dog ended up in a abusive pricks house. I didn't know what happened to it until the day you got in the hospital but I couldn't get it until I knew you were okay.." he explains.
"What happened to your face?" I ask and he gets up and goes to the mirror. I push down my sleeves and watch him look at the damage on his face.
"I got in a fight with Ronnie, my dog is in my room right now," he says and starts washing his face.
"I'm sorry I got upset.. um.. can we just go listen to music and pet your dog?" I ask and he smiles and dries his face.
"I'll love that," he says and picks me up. I could be defensive and make him put me down but instead I cling to him and let him take me to his room. When we walk in I see vic? I think vic. Playing with a older looking dog.
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The tan guy looks at us. "Oh, he was scratching at your door so I decided to keep him company," he tells Oli and looks at me. He more or less states at me.
"Hey kellin.. it's nice to see you out of the hospital," he says softly. Oli puts me next to him and sits so we are in a triangle and the dog is in the middle.
"You already know I have amnesia right? I dont remember anything about you except you were in one of my classes in middle school," I say softly.
"Yeah I know. How are you doing?" He asks nicely. Oli watches us but he doesn't look jealous or anything.
"Im.. I dont know what to compare it too. I'm doing better then what I remember but I don't know how I am compared to how I was two years ago," I mumble.
"Can you tell me about our relationship? I dont want to be clueless to who you are," I ask and Oli nods at Vic.
"Do you want me to tell him or..?" Oli asks Vic. Vic blushes and nods.
"Me and vic have had sex before we started dating and we had a threesome. Um, you stopped him from hurting himself and we are really close friends but we haven't dont anything sexual since then," oli says and my face goes red.
I look at vic and then Oli. "We are just friends," I ask both of them talking about me and vic.
"Yeah, you're not allowed to do anything sexual together unless I say it's okay," Oli says seriously. I nod and look at Vic again. We have had sex together.. that's weird. I mean he's hot but I didnt think I would be the type to have a threesome.
"Hmm.. what's the dogs name?" I ask changing the subject.
"Parker," he answers and tells Vic to turn music on. He does and we all three play with the dog. Later vic leaves and Oli looks at me weirdly.
He's thinking about something really hard. "Can we make out?" He asks with a serious face and I choke on my spit coughing.
"U-um.. yes?" I say nervously.
He smirks and pushes the dog off his lap and grabs my leg and pulls me to him. I blush but then get in his lap and he connects our lips and holds my hips as I straddle him.
Our lips move against each other's and my stomach twists- in a good way. His lips are warm and his grip on my hips is tight.
