Stay Away From My Friends

chapter 18: viccy

When I wake up I'm still hurting. I shift so I'm laying on my side and not my stomach. Oli is looking at me with adoration? Is that the look?

"How do you feel?" He asks and pout with a mild blush.

"It hurts," I mumble and he chuckles.

"Love, I was going gentle. But don't worry, you'll get use to this type of pain," he says and kisses me sweetly. In a way I already like it. It's like a reminder that we did do that.

I wonder what brought would be like with him...

-

I almost kiss when I sit down in my desk seat. This doesn't go unnoticed by Alan. He starts snickering and trying to hide his giggles. I shoot him 'shut the fuck up' look but that doesn't help.

"You guys fucked, that's so cute!" He says in a hushed excited voice. I roll my eyes at him. Yesterday I lost my virginity and I'm still sore from it. Its better today, a lot better, but I can still feel it.

I'm not complaining though.. I like it? "Cute?" I raise a eyebrow with a blush across my face.

"Yess, oh! I forgot to ask you. Me and Austin and a few friends are going camping next in two weeks. Will you come?" He asks and I think about it a little.

"Sure, that sounds fun," I tell him and his smile goes wider.

"Cool, cool. Next week I'll send you all the information," he says and I nod. I hope it's going to be fun..

-

Vic finds me putting my books in my locker and I send him a smile. I've been full of smiles all day. "Its nice seeing you happy but can you guys keep it down or play some music," he says laughing.

My face goes red. "S-sorry," I say and we start walking to his car.

"Nah, don't be. Its hot," he says and my face gets a thousand times redder. He picks up with a meaningful conversation and we talk on our way back to the house. Vic always drives me and then Alan takes me home around 9.

I have good friends. As he's driving I see a few new burn marks. "Can I smoke one?" I ask pointing at his pack of cigarettes.

"Sure? You normally don't, are you okay?" He says and I get one out and grab his lighter.

I ignore his question and put the cigarette to my lips. I'm not addicted to nicotine but I have smoked a few cigarettes with him. I want to get high with Oli but we haven't had time for that. Whenever we did have time for stuff, It was sexual or cuddling.

I lit the cancer stick and breath in. I smoke it until we pull into the driveway and then I press it into my skin. From what I can see he has 5 new burn marks. I burn a new spot and then Vic looks over.

"Fuck! Stop!" He says snatching it away from me. "What the fuck kellin!?" He yells at me.

"I told you: if I see you burn yourself again that I would. I dont lie vic," I say and he goes quite.

"You dont understand.." he says and I look at him tiredly. The thinks I dont understand self harm? I cut myself two days ago.

I take off my jacket, leaving me in a tshirt. I unbuckle and put my feet on the dashboard. His eyes are on my cut, I can feel it. Yet I refuse to look at him. He turns off the car and continues to watch me.

"Wanna continue? I'm waiting. Tell me how I don't understand Viccy," I say in a smart ass tone. He looks shocked and speechless.

"I'm sorry," he ends up saying.

"Let's go play mincraft," I mumble getting out of the car and putting my jacket on.

Tomorrow I need to the store and get something for Oli. He's birthday is in Saturday and its already Wednesday.

Me and Vic play until six and then I go to Oli's room. He gets off at five thirty so he usually gets back at six. I get on his bed but not before I take off my pants. I get under his blankets and my eyes go to his closet.

What is in that bottom drawer?

Oli comes in and smiles when he sees me. "Hey love," he says unbuttoning his white shirt. I cant help blushing when I see his tone chest and stomach. He puts his work shirt on his dresser and then takes off his shoes before getting on the bed and kisses me.

Of course I kiss back and he sits down more and I straddle his lap. "Hows that pretty ass of yours?" He asks and I blush.

"Better," I tell him and he pinches my ass and I jump.

"Ouchy, no touch," I say crossing my arms and sticking out my bottom lip a little. He chuckles and starts taking off my jacket. I let him even though I'm not comfortable with people seeing my arms.

He then takes off my shirt. "W-what are you doing?" I ask hoping he doesn't want sex. I'm still sore and doing it again would hurt more.

"I'm going to eat your ass baby," he says and I blush and hide my face. "Turn around and put your face into the mattress," he says and I feel my dick tingle. My boyfriend senses are tingling. I almost giggle at my thoughts but do as I'm told.

Hehehe, you'll like next chapter

I'm so cold *has two jackets and a cat on*

I'm also hungry; -; but the cat wont let me up..

*thinks of Alan from Asking4AHorizon story called kitten...* :c
Wattpad killed my innocent mind.

*shoves cat off*