Stay Away From My Friends

chapter 48: car

Kellin's pov

We go out of the room and I carefully slip my hand in his. Quietly we go downstairs and everyone is being loud and happy. Oli's sad and that means I am too.

"Kellin!? I love your crop top-" blah blah blah, Alan says flying himself towards me.

"Shut up and go away," I snap and everyone looks at me. "Fuck off and be quiet," I say and then I look at Oli to see if he's mad at me. A tear falls down his cheek as he looks at the floor.

I look at Alan to see if he's mad but he's looking at Oli. Everybody seems to understand why I snapped. Oli let's go of my hand and bolts out the house.

"OLI!?"  I yell and chase after him. The door slames in my face so I have to open it and Oli's already pulling out of the driveway.

I'm frantically trying to figure out what I'm supposed to do as I rush to the moving car. He pulls out onto the road. His window is open. I shove myself in the driver's window and he stops driving.

Thank god I'd die. My hips are on the window part of the door and my top half is inside of the car. Oli's crying..

This is a really embarrassing position because I know everyone whose in the house is now out of it looking at us and they have a full view of my ass. Well I have leggings on but that's not much protection.

"R-really?" He says to me. I can't get more in because theres no room. I wont get out because he'll drive off.

"Yes, I want to come," I say and he looks past me at the people. Tom is walking up. Oli rolls his eyes. He grabs me and turns me around as he pulls me in more so I'm in his lap on my back with my feet out the window.

Tom gets in the back seat. "I got a uber so you're driving me," he says. Oli breaths out. I wipe his tears away and he starts driving. This is so unsafe but I don't care.

"I love you," I tell him. I want to make him happy.

"I love you too kellin," he says horsley. Is it bad I think he sounds sexy when he's crying?

"I'm missing you
I'm missing you

See myself in the broken glass
Shattered pieces fallin' down again, down again
I'm breakin' down again, down again, yeah
I've seen too much, I know myself
And I've been too fucked up to ask for help
But do you even care?
Is there anybody out there?
It's comin' 'round, comin' 'round, comin' 'round again," I start singing because I know oli likes it when I sing.

"'Cause I feel so alone
Screaming at nothing
I feel so alone
Searching for something
Now I'm breaking down and you're not around
I get lost in the sound
And I feel so alone
And you can't save me," I watch I'm as I lay on him. My feet still outside of the moving car.

"I hate myself for the things I've done
So hopeless, feeling so down again, down again
It's breaking me down again, down again
Take what's left, take me away
'Cause I've been too fucked up to try to change
But do you even care?-"

Oli puts his and over my mouth. "I do care do sing a different song," he says and I pout.

"You better care, I care about you. You know that right?" I ask and he smile and nods.

"My eyes roll back to see and then fate
I breathe you in
Exalt your flames
Let's lose our minds, come here to me
We're wasting time
Darling, can you hear me?" I start singing a different song. I'm so happy I remember them.

"Heroine, my sweetest sin
I can't seem to get enough
Pull me under, wake me up
Feel the rush
Morphine lover make me numb
Make it so I can't get up
Paper-thin till you sink in
Could you be my heroine?" Oliver is definitely my drug. But it's not bad, I love it.

"Do you feel exposed?
Let your feelings show
Can I taste you? Can I replace you?
I need to know
Let's lose our minds
Please stay with me
We're wasting, yeah, we're wasting time
Why don't you believe me?" Oli glances down at me and I smile as I sing. I want to make him happy and usually when I'm happy he is too.

"Heroine, my sweetest sin
I can't seem to get enough
Pull me under, wake me up
Feel the rush
Morphine lover make me numb
Make it so I can't get up
Paper-thin till you sink in
Could you be my heroine?" I sing because it's just me and him. I dont sing in front of our roommates. Its just embarrassing.

"It starts with the spins
Yeah, you got me swimming
And I've fallen to pieces, now I won't be whole
Until you let me in
Until you let me in
Until you let me in
Until you let me in, oh" I reach up wiping his tears again. He's not crying audibly but he is shedding tears.

"Heroine, my sweetest sin
I can't seem to get enough
Pull me under, wake me up
Feel the rush
Morphine lover make me numb
Make it so I can't get up
Paper-thin till you sink in
Could you be my heroine?

My heroine, my heroine
Could you be my heroine?" I finish and Oli smiles.

"You really know how to cheer me up," he says but he still looks sad.

"I try but you're still upset," I mumble.

"Babe, you're amazing. You helped," he says and stops at a red light. Theres a lot of traffic so I think well be stopped for a few minutes. I shift around getting on him in a straddling position.

I then kiss him and he kisses back. Whenever Oli is upset he likes to get his anger or sadness out through sex or sexual stuff. I know we are in a car at a red light but honestly well be here long enough to get somewhere. Even when it turns green we are so far back we wont even be able to go until next light.

I put my hands up his shirt and one of his hands go to my hip. We make out for a moment until he pulls away driving up a few places but like I said we get stopped by the red light again. He then goes to my neck and I blush when I feel his harden dick against my ass.

I'm already hard too. I rock my hips against him. "Mm, not in front of my brother," he says with a nervous chuckle.

Brother..?

My face goes crimson red. "I forgot he was in here," I whisper hiding my face in his neck.

"Its green," Tom says and then Oli starts driving.

"S-sorry Tom, I forgot about you," I mumble and he's quiet for a moment.

"Its fine, I've never seen Oli so happy or in love. I approve of you even if you did try to get in his pants because you forgot I existed," he says making me embarrassed and confused.

"He's not happy. He's upset," I say and then moving to the passenger side so I can look at him.

"Trust me, he's happier than when he lived in London," he says and Oli ignores us. I observe oli for a moment. He loves me so much..

I'm so thankful for that.

I smile and hold out my hand and Oli takes it. I can see myself marrying him. I can't see myself not marrying him to be honest. He's my everything.

I hope his mom is okay...

Sorry this has really slow updates
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Thoughts?

You still remember everything that happened right? ;-;

Ily thank you for reading

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Oli?

Tom?

Alan?

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