chapter 17: pain

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Kellin's pov

It's been two weeks since I've been living with my parents and its been.. weird. My dad has been working nonstop and I've been taking care of my mom when he's away.

I'm supposed to be on my way to school but instead Alan is driving me to the house. I call it 'the house' because it's not Oli's house, not mine, and 'Tyler's house' makes it seem like I'm visiting him.

When we pull up I hug Alan and mumble a thank you before leaving. I walk in without knocking because, well, they know me. I go past the rooms and go into Oliver's room.

I've been so rude to everyone but I just cant help my emotions.. I snap when I'm upset because its either get a attitude and be rude or start crying.

He laying on his back on his floor. He sits up when I come in and shut the door behind me. "Why are you here? Dont you have school?" He asks.

"I'm upset and being around you makes me feel better. Plus I miss you," I say and he comes over and hugs me. I close my eyes and let him hug me. I keep having breakdowns and it's like I'm addicted to him.

I just need to be close to him..

"Why do you lay on the floor?" I ask. I've seen him do this a lot but he only does it when he's alone.

"Mitch and me use to lay on our backs and look at the design of the ceiling and point out shapes and faces.. like cloud watching but inside," he says and I look up.

He grabs my hips and tilts my head back

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He grabs my hips and tilts my head back. "That one looks like a horse," he says and my eyes search for a horse. My lips twist into a smile when I see it.

"Theres a bunny," I mumble. His mouth on my neck makes my mine off of bunnies. His hands go up my shirt and I blush. Slowly I pull away and he pouts.

"I have two things to say.. both make me nervous.." I mumble and he kisses my forehead.

"Tell me anyways. I wont freak out or anything," he says and I nod trying to work up the confidence. I bite my bottom lip and hold out my arms. He immediately knows what I'm saying and he rolls up my sleeves.

He looks at me sadly and then kisses the fresh cuts. "Why did you do this?" He asks but not in a blaming voice.

"I'm just really stressed but today I was hoping.. you could take my mind off of it," I mumble and blush.

"Okay, what do you want to do?" He asks not seeming to take it in a dirty way. He's looking around his room to find something for us to do.

"We could-" I mumble the rest of the sentence and he looks at me with a 'what was that baby' look. I know that's what he would have said if he opened his mouth.

"I.. said.. um.. we could fuck?"

He looks completely shocked with my words making me blush more. "Do you really want that?" He asks and I nod. He smiles and kisses my forehead.

"You're so sweet. I would love to do that. Are you okay with me, a guy who turns 25 in a few days, to take your virginity?" He says and I smile.

"You're my boyfriend, of course I want you to be the one. I'm ready," I tell him smiling and blushing.

"You're innocents and cuteness turns me on so much," he says before connecting our lips. His hands go up my shirt and grabs my sides as we kiss. I place my hands on his shoulders and he deepens the kiss.

His tongue explores my mouth as our tongues dance with each other. His hands then go down and he grops my ass. That's a big turn on.. I love his hands on my ass.

He takes off my shirt and sweetly kisses my forehead. "Take off your clothes, love," he says and goes to his night stand. I watch him as I take off my shoes, socks, pants and keep my underwear on..

He pulls out lube and takes off his shirt off before looking at me. His eyes go wide. "Oh, wow.. you look very sexy," he says looking at the panties I'm wearing. I blush "is it weird? Alan got me them and I thought maybe you would be into it?" I say nervously.

"Oh I'm definitely into it. Get in my bed," he says and starts taking off his pants. Once I'm on the bed he gets on it too and makes me lay down. "Everthing will be alright," he says and runs his hand over my chest down my stomach and to the front of my underwear.

"Okay, so.. this will hurt. You know that right?" He asks and I nod. I understand it will hurt, plus I've seen how big he is.. this isnt going to be painless at all.

"I trust you," I tell him and he smiles a little. He pulls off my underwear and then discards his own and I blush. We really are about to have sex.. I bite my bottom lip and he starts kissing me after I let go of my lip with my teeth of course.

He makes me bend my legs and spread then with his hands as we kiss and I feel comfortable doing this. That is until he's putting a lubed finger in me. Then in a little tense but he kisses my neck and whispers sweet things to me.

When he adds a second figure it hurts but I'm okay. "You're quiet, want me to stop?" He whispers.

"N-no, just nervous. Continue," I say and he adds another making me gasp in pain.

He moves his fingers around until the pain starts to numb. After a little while he brushes against something that makes me moan. W-what was that? Why did it feel so good?

He does it again and I feel pleasure running through my body. "O-oh, holy hell," I moan out but he removes his fingers making me whine.

He lubes his dick up and presses it to my entrance. "You're okay with this?" He asks and I nod. He's so sweet.

He pushes himself in and we both let out noises. His is a low groan and I let out more of a gasp type moan. "Ouchy, wait," I say in pain.

"Tell me if I should pull out or when I can move," he says and starts running his hands over my body. I relax a bit and wait for it to not hurt so bad.

"S-slow," I mumble and he starts moving slowly and I close my eyes breathing out. Everything is okay. The pain with subside. And it does, it starts to get better and he starts picking up speed.

I open my eyes and blush when I see him looking at me with a look in his eye. Watching me like a hawk.. He hits something inside of me again, this time harder and I moan.

I become a moaning mess in seconds as he thrusts into me. After a while I'm feeling myself start to come close to my climax. "Mm! I'm c-close," I moan and he thrusts into me over and over overwhelming me in pleasure.

He grabs my dick and starts pumping me. Soon I'm moaning out his name and spilling out into my stomach. He finishes inside of me and pulls out. He lays down next to me and pulls me into a hug.

"You're so hot when you're moaning and squirming underneath me," he tells me and kisses my cheek. I blush and rest my forehead on his chest.

"Thank you.. that felt better than how I expected," I tell him honestly and he rubs my back. I really love being in his arms. My rear hurts.. how long will that last? I would ask him but I don't want to embarrass myself.

I close my eyes and take a nap. 7am is too early to be awake. I'll talk to him around 12 and then we can hang out until 9. That sounds good.

Fuck school

Words: 1400

Since last chapter was short this one is longer than usual ❤❤❤

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Heheh they fucked c:

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