Alittle Too Gay

Ending It

Jason's p.o.v
Jesus can't someone shut that kid up!  This is why I hated going on planes. No matter what airport you could always count on there being some annoying kid in the plane. I groaned, putting on my headphones and desperately began searching for my loudest song. I sighed clicking the loudest rock song I could find, leaning back into the cold leathery chair letting myself relax.
'You and your dumb rock music..'
I smiled. Devin...... I bit the inside of my cheek. The guilt of leaving him suddenly resurfacing. I ran my fingers through my messy hair, trying to get the image of Devin's sad face out of my head. I wanted to tell him, but what would he have thought of me? I'm not sure my heart can take his disappointment. God I just hope nothing happens to him while I'm not there. I sighed, looking around the plane to distract myself from the worrying thoughts that flooded my mind. People were either asleep or dosing off. I shrugged. Well atleast there weren't any creeps there. The vibration of my phone made me flinch. I am NOT reading that message. I'm really not in the mood for Christine dragging me. She probably just found out, man is she gonna be pissed. Another vibration? Damn Christine you're on a roll! Another vibration made me turn on my phone out of curiosity. Reading it now might emotionally scar me, but who am I kidding, I'm gonna read it at some point. I turned on my phone and pulled down my homepage.

Three messages from SarcasticShortie

Devin..... I let my finger ghost over the message. Not wanting to read it, afraid of what it might say. I sure as hell lost Christine I don't know what I would do if I lost him too. He's probably mad at me. Scratch that he's DEFINITELY mad at me. I left him when he needed me the most. I left him after I promised I would stay..... I built up as much courage as I  could muster and clicked the messages.

SarcasticShortie
Why didn't you tell me you were leaving? Is something wrong?

Please talk to me. You didn't just keep me out of this you didn't tell Christine. You have never kept anything from Christine that means its something serious.

Jason please talk to me. I want to be angry at you but I can't. Just please tell me why you left. Me and Christine are worried sick.

I chuckled. "You and Christine?" Even when he was texting he was a terrible liar. Bringing in Christine like that to hide the fact of how scared you are..... I wanted to tell him everything that was happening. Why I left, why I chose to keep it secret. But I know better than to get people involved in the clusterfuck that is my life. I felt my heart tighten as I began texting my reply.

Food monster
Look dev. My life is pretty much shit right now and long story short I had to leave for even shittier reasons. I don't want to bring you into this train wreck so I won't. Let's stop talking k? I've already interfered way too much with your social life. Bye

I turned off my phone and leaned back into my chair, trying my best to relax. Was that too harsh? Maybe it's a good thing if it is, that way he'll just give up trying to talk to me. "Jason." I felt my headphones being taken off and looked up to be met with the face of the woman I wanted nothing more than to punch repeatedly. "Turn down that music its insufferable."