Erika
I woke up and realised I was hugging my pillow.. what? I shook it off and got up, walking out my room.
I walked downstairs and I couldn't find Jake. Hm. He would've left a note if he had left.. or a text?
I walked back upstairs and into my room. I ran over to my bed, jumping on and grabbing my phone. I went to check mine and Jakes texts when I noticed all of our newer texts were missing..
Is contact name was also 'Jake💔'.. ummmm.. what?
Wait.. was that a dream!? What the fuck!? I checked if me and Mackenzie had texted but- WHAT!?
Holy shit.. what the fuck..- Wait.. or is this a dream? I pinched myself.. damn it..
I looked up at my ceiling and tears just began pouring down my cheeks..
Fuck..
I lay there, balling my eyes out..
Fuck.. everything was going well.. then I just haaaaad to wake up.. that was kinda extreme.. but stillll!
I sat up and went for a shower.. I'm moving to my new college today.. I'm nervous.. really fucking nervous. What if I get bullied like in high school.. by Alissa?.. there's so many 'what ifs' it's making me anxious.
I soon hopped out and I headed into my closet. I grabbed a hoodie and some biker shorts. I then went over to my vanity and I sat down.. I didn't realise it but almost immediately tears were streaming down my face..
I miss him so god damn much.. it aches my heart even thinking about his name..
I wiped my tears away, put on some makeup and threw my hair into a cute yet messy ponytail. I grabbed all my bags and I headed downstairs, walking out the door and locking it behind me..
E- See you later.. house
What the fuck is wrong with me?.
Anyway, I threw my bags in the trunk of my jeep and I hopped in. I began making my way to college.. making my way to my new life..
I pulled up and parked my car. I grabbed my bags and hopped out, shutting the door and walking in.
I went up to the front desk and she gave me all the information I needed.. my room key, my room number, my schedule, my teachers, all that jazz.
I walked up the stairs and I eventually made it to my room.. room 117.. Tears built up.. damn.. just like January 17th..
I wiped the tears and I unlocked the door heading in..
Little did I know.. I just looked into the eyes of
Colin Ross...
IM SO SORRY ABOUT THIS CHAPTER 😭🙈🥺💞💞💞💞
