Erika
Me and Jake have been dating again for 3 months.. annnnd.. I may or may not- be pregnant..
Fuck I know!
I'm late, I've had morning sickness, weird cravings, all the symptoms I had when I was pregnant last time.. I'm sure Jakes noticed. Just yesterday I asked him to go and get me pickles, Nutella, marshmallows and cheese..
He literally was so confused.. so was I..
I was laying in bed, panicking a little.. I had tears in my eyes.. What if I am pregnant!? Am I ready for a baby after what happened? Ugh..
Tears fell down my cheeks and I curled into a ball.. I put my hands up Jakes hoodie that I was wearing and I wrapped my arms around my stomach..
After 5 minutes, every bad thought had rushed through my head.. I need Jake right now.
I can't really tell him why I'm upset.. can I? Will he be angry?
UGH.
I grabbed my phone, struggling to breathe and I texted Jake..
Love💗- Jake come over
Bub💖- Ok, when?
Love💗- Now
Bub💖- Ok? You alright love?
Love💗- Hurry
Bub💖- Erika you're scaring me
Love💗- Jake!
Bub💖- Ok I'm coming!
I cried and I cried hard..
After 10 minutes, I heard the front door open. I heard someone running up the stairs and then my door burst open. I saw Jake, his hair wet.. I guess he was taking a shower or something..
I burst into tears again, Jake shut the door and came over and hugged me tight..
He lay us down and I clung onto him like a koala. He ran his fingers through my hair and I eventually calmed down..
J- Love..
E- Hm..
J- Whatever it is.. don't be afraid to tell me..
A tear fell..
E- I- I'm just scared..
J- Don't be love..
He looked down at me, so I looked up at him..
J- You wanna tell me?
I wiped away my tear..
E- I- I think I might be.. p-pregnant again..
I looked him in his eyes.. tears built up.. He hugged me tight..
J- I love you..
E- I love you too..
We talked about it.. Jake is going to get me a test right now..
After 10 minutes, he arrived back. I went and took the test.. I took about 10, Jake bought me 100 more..
I let them sit for a while and while we let them, we looked through the old baby clothes.. We cried.. a lot..
I was holding a blanket for him when Jake froze..
E- What?
He picked up 2 pictures and handed me one.. it was the ultrasound from our baby boy.. We both cried hard..
Sorry for the sort chapters 🥺💓
