Leon Kennedy Imagines/Oneshots

23. You left me Broken

~ Very Sad Warning Depression is included if you do not like please do not read~~Also a request~

We both looked at one another, the room full of negative energy. I wanted to run... I wanted to cry. 

He looked fine, like it didn't affect him. Like he didn't care. 

"I'm sorry Y/n... I don't think we should keep on dating... It's not fair to either of us." I look out the window beside me. 

"I understand," it took everything to make sure I wouldn't cry in front of him. I didn't want to see him. At all. 

"Just please please promise me you'll take care of yourself?" 

"Why should I if your gone? It doesn't matter anyway does it?" I say, glaring at him. I get that it wasn't fair to say it. But he said this five times already. I was sad I wanted to be alone. I needed space. But he just kept going. 

"You know I'd still care about you right?" he says. 

"Just go Leon. It's not like you want to stay around anyways." I can see how much that hurt him. He heads to the door... My heart breaks with every step he takes. 

"I'm sorry it didn't work out." I surprise myself by saying it. " I hope you find someone who makes you happy." He just leaves without a word. I slam the door after him. I wanted to beg him to stay with me. But it wouldn't work... He's already made his choice. So I've made mine. 

I wanted to try to be happy for him. 

I went out to the cafe everyday... But I would see someone who looked like him, the pain would resurface... Thoughts darkened my mind. I knew I shouldn't listen but it was... tempting... To let go... to feel the blood rushing out of my body to ease the pain in my heart. 

I wanted it... No I craved it. Yet I still tried to keep my head held high... Tried to be happy... But soon happy turned into something I faked everyday. 

Each day since he left I was getting worse... It was more difficult to keep away from the darkness. He helped me get away from it... but he also led me back to it. I started to stop going out... Everything was too much... I'd think I saw him, I felt like he was there... But I knew I was just hoping that he'd come back. 

I loved him too much. 

I wanted to erase it. 

I wanted these feelings to disappear. I heard my phone ring, so I picked it up. It was Claire.

"Hey Y/n, how are you doing?" 

"Great," I lied. "How are you?" 

"I'm doing alright, I am just really stressed lately... Have you heard from Leon lately?" 

"No he broke up with me." 

"Wait what? How long ago was that?" 

I had to pause and think.

" Almost a month ago now." 

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?" 

"I wasn't ready to talk about it." 

"If you need me I'll be here... I promise." the phone cuts out. I sigh... He said the same thing. In the very beginning. 

"Hey Y/n. I know you might not like me back but I like you," 

"I like you too Leon." I said, a smile radiating off my face. 

Weeks passed and then we were official. He found out about my scars, the things I hid, and he talked to me about it.