29. It's not over

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It's not over- Daughtry

~warning sad~

I was blown away, what could I say?
It all seemed to make sense
You've taken away everything
And I can't do without, I try to see the good in life
But good things in life are hard to find

I could see him in the distance. His smile, that I fell for instantly. The rain poured down as I simply stayed on the sidewalk. No umbrella- makeup running down my face. The heartbreak... I couldn't stand this anymore.

The cold wind blew... My body shivered... As I cried... The tears mixing with the rain... I started walking. Away from him... But he didn't know. He... was happier without me... 

He was so perfect... And I went and fucked it all up... I don't know how... I don't know what I did... 

The bridge seems so far away. 

Blow it away, blow it away

Can we make something good?

My vision is blurred from the rain and tears that I can't seem to stop. It felt like I can't breathe. The pain is unimaginable... It hurts in the chest... Right over the heart...  The pain only goes away when you distract yourself... 

My scars show my distractions... They won't work this time.

Nothing can distract me now. 

I can't... I can't be free... 

Well I tried to do it right this time around

Let's start over, I tried to do it right this time around, it's not over.

There's a part of me that's dead in the ground

This love is killing me but your the only one, it's not over.

Each step I take... I feel closer to the goal... To start over... Feel free again from the pain. To feel loved... to feel safe... From the darkness that won't leave me alone in this life. I whisper the words in my head. 

"Taken all I could take, and I can not wait

We're wasting too much time 

Being strong, holding on

Can't  let it bring us down

My life with you means everything

So I won't give up that easily...

Blow it away, blow it away

Can we make this something good?

'Cause it's all misunderstood

Well, I tried to do it right this time around

Let's start over, I tried to do it right this time around

It's not over, 'cause a part of me is dead and in the ground

This love is killing me, but you're the only one, it's not over"


The water rushing below looks so beautiful... Uncontained... It's free.. 

A hand touches my shoulder... Comforting but why does he find me like this... 

"We can't let this get away

Let it out, let it out

Don't get caught up in yourself, let it out" The deep soft sound of his voice... Kills me even now. 

"Let's start over

I tried to do it right this time around, it's not over

'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground

This love is killing me, but you're the only one

It's not over, let's start over

It's not over, oh yeah, yeah!

This love is killing me, but you're the only one, it's not over"  We both look into each other's eyes. 

His eyes were so beautiful and full of love. 

"It's not over...?" I look into his eyes. 

"It's not over... my love." 

He kisses me passionately as the rain pours on the both of us. 


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