I started smiling again.
Only for brief moments.
Honestly, it scared me.
Why?
Every time I have a glimpse of happiness, something bad follows.
So, I'm anticipating the worst.
It's hard, although I try not to think about it.
I feel that if I keep myself in a neutral state, I'll be fine.
I'll be safe.
But…
Those little moments made me feel warm.
A familiar feeling like a hug.
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Letters To Myself
RandomIn this book, I share my letters that I wrote in a notebook. Each letter expresses my raw emotion and it isn't in chronological order. It's an ineffective way to get my thoughts out, although it never left. I wanted to share my emotional rollercoas...