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Letters To Myself

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In this book, I share my letters that I wrote in a notebook. Each letter expresses my raw emotion and it isn't in chronological order. It's an ineffective way to get my thoughts out, although it never left. I wanted to share my emotional rollercoas...

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by EricaRLindsey

by EricaRLindsey

I felt sad today.

The fear of what is soon to be coming rattled me.

I tried to not give it much thought.

But, it was all I could think about.

The more I thought about it.

The sadder I got.

I tried to occupy my mind by keeping myself busy.

But...it just formulated new fears.

I fear that I won't be able to hold my end of the deal.

A deal between he and I.

A deal that felt like a fun game with a hint of seriousness intertwined.

I feel sad because I don't want my feeling to be misconstrued.

Or to be taken as a malicious way.

I'm scared.