I thought about my mom today.
I miss her so much.
I wondered how she was able to showcase strength when she was broken inside like me.
I've only seen her cry twice in my life when it related to her kids' health.
I never saw her show emotions to the things she knew about.
My therapist suspect that's why I dont have the coping skills to deal with my situation.
This is something that I definitely don't want to pass on to my girls.
There's a lot of things in my life that I don't want my girls to repeat in their adult life.
I'm trying so hard o break these generational curses.
But, am I too late?
Did I already seal their destiny with my troubles?
I would to think that I didn't.
I thought about how my mom always supported our interest: ballet, track, cheering, taekwondo, and writing.
She was a woman of few words, but she was always there.
That's quality is something that I'm glad that we share.
However, we also share similar negative situations.
I tried not to go down the same path, but I failed.
Yes, it takes two to tango; but I wished that I worked harder.
If my mom was still here, I wonder what she would say to me?
YOU ARE READING
Letters To Myself
De TodoIn this book, I share my letters that I wrote in a notebook. Each letter expresses my raw emotion and it isn't in chronological order. It's an ineffective way to get my thoughts out, although it never left. I wanted to share my emotional rollercoas...
