I don't talk to him anymore.
I don't have the words to say anything.
Things were different between us way before my mom died.
But, we've always found a way to simply say "hello."
Now, it's just 'likes' on social media.
I can't have a conversation with someone who is doing the very same thing that's happening to me.
How can I take your words for anything when you're doing what he's doing.
The age is different, but the principle is the same.
Do I miss our conversations?
Of course.
Why is it so easy to let him go, but so hard to let my husband go?
Simple.
He wasn't there many times in my life.
Financially, doesn't mean anything.
But actively there, no.
I feel that because I didn't meet his expectations in life; he doesn't really have anything to do with me.
So, he's gone.
Just like I felt that I didn't meet my husband's expectations; he left.
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Letters To Myself
AléatoireIn this book, I share my letters that I wrote in a notebook. Each letter expresses my raw emotion and it isn't in chronological order. It's an ineffective way to get my thoughts out, although it never left. I wanted to share my emotional rollercoas...
