Moon picked mates

chapter 55

Alisha POV

I sobbed like a three year old baby, all snot nosed and blubbering  as I let it all out. My mom being here was just  the trigger to release all my emotions.  She didn't say another word , part of me knew my parents were mind linking as she held me tight against her body. I'm sure Dad relayed the basics going on with me. He had told me he didn't tell her everything  because he didn't want her to worry being so far away.  I'm sure Mom will lecture him later for that, she isn't one who  likes being left out of the loop.  Right now all that matter to me was both of my parents were here by my side. I needed to feel that love from them because I was feeling pretty unlovable at his point.  It was my fault and there was no one else to lay the blame on. I had accepted that fact but it still hurt deep inside of me. I am so fucked up and that made me cry even harder.

 I'm not sure how long we were outside  , it may have been only minutes I had no conception of time. As I started to settle down some Mom led me inside, following Dad as he moved quickly through the large doors into the pack house. Once again we were back inside the living area where Dad left us alone as he carried Mom's luggage to their room. He was giving us private time even though he really wanted to be with his mate he knew I needed her more at this moment. He could wait for her attention when his children needed her , it went without saying.   I didn't even realize he left the room until I heard the door shut firmly behind him . 

Now that we were alone and my sobbing had decreased to that ugly intake of air you do after. I could now talk and be understood, Mom had managed to help me get my emotions under control.  Now that I was settled somewhat  I knew she had a ton of question that day couldn't answer. Mom was good about going directly to the source and it was time to confess what had me so torn up inside.

"What's going on " She asked me as we settled on the couch side by side. "I know some of what has been happening here . Your Dad didn't share everything with me but I knew it wasn't a good situation." Her hand rubbing my back softly as she talked in a soothing voice as she attempted to pull answers out of me. She wouldn't rush  or push me, being a very patience woman she just waited for me to tell her at my own pace. 

Gathering myself together , I blew my nose on a tissue my mom handed me.  I think one of the requirements for being a mom is to always carrying tissues somewhere on your body. I blew my nose and wiped the tears off my face before taking that cleansing deep breath before speaking.

"Mom everything is so messed up , I just don't know where to even start. Ever since I got off that plane everything had gone to shit. I should have just stayed in Montana with Betsi, this has been one massive shit storm."  Putting my head in my hands as it  hung low over my body.  "I'm just a magnet for trouble ever since the truth was exposed. Nothing good has happened in my life since that time.  I wish I was still that naive human girl unaware of  what  all existed in this world. I'm like a poison to everyone around me now."

"How about you tell me what has being  happening and  let's start from the beginning , the day you arrived here. We can sort this out together. " Mom placed her hand in mine for support and comfort. 

Once I begin to talk the words just flowed out of me. I held nothing back , even told her I was involved with Alvan more than I let on to Dad. How we met and it was all set up by the grandparents. No deep  details but she knew I had been having sex with him. My emotions regarding him were all over the place , unsure and mixed up as I spoke.  His part in saving my friends and helping me all those times.  I knew she was judging me , her facial expression was one only of concern. 

But the anger was apparent when I gave out the details of my experiences in the Calella pack. She was pissed but didn't say anything as I spit out the ugly things that happened there. The plans the Alpha had for me and how I was able to escape.  She only smiled and spoke when I told her that the Alpha and Beta of that pack were killed by Alvan.