Moon picked mates

chapter 45

Alisha POV

It's been over  two hours since my conversation with my mate Lucien and I still haven't cooled down totally. His attitude about genders is making me grind my teeth, how could the moon goddess pair me with such a backwards male.  The world I live in doesn't work with gender roles like that and I will never accept that kind of restriction.  I suppose if we mated he'd want to keep  me barefoot and pregnant, cleaning house and baking cookies . That is not who I am , nor will I ever be in the future.  It's fine for those who want to do that but that's not me. 

Women should have just as much a choice  in the path of their lives as men. I've met women in power who out shined many males in the same roles.  We aren't just weak creatures needing a man to lead us around like some pet on a leash.  Granted there are some females I grew up with that wouldn't survive without someone leading them around but I've known men too like that. We are all different and should be treated like the individuals that we are.   I am unique and not an oddity.

Just running our short conversation over and over in my mind is not helping me at this point.  I just want to get outside to somewhere so I  could shift and run off all this energy. I'm just so frustrated about everything in general.   Nothing is what it should be, not how I pictured it anyway.

 Plus my dad hasn't came back yet and the metal door out of here was locked up tight. I don't even know if they are going to let him join me or how long I'm stuck in here. Looks like I'm all by my lonesome in here but I know I'm being watched by the cameras in each room I pass into. The red light in on and I can feel the eyes on me. It's putting my wolf on edge soI  flip them off every once in a while just so they know I'm aware they're watching me,  the only room free of cameras is the bathroom.  That would have been some weird perverted stuff if they had one in there but I'm glad I have one private spot here.  

 I've  been fighting the urge to drop my pants and shoot the moon at the camera so many times but if my dad were to see that it I'd catch hell. Not very ladylike for one and not something an adult would do, I can hear him now saying that to me as I fight that urge. So far it's working and my pants stay up.  Bored of pacing around this space  I decided to use this time more constructively and get myself cleaned up.  It always seemed to make me feel better if I showered and it did relax me a bit.  In fact I took advantage of the stuff I found in the over stocked bathroom and really fixed myself up. 

I  did my hair and even put on some light makeup, searching through the closets I was able to find something that fit me really well. If I'm going to be on camera I might as well look great, give Lucien something to really think about. The first time we saw each other I was filthy  and the second time I was covered in blood. At least I was cleaner this morning for our third time but now I'm looking my best possible (At least I think so) , eat your heart out Lucien.

It was getting later in the afternoon , it's been hours now and I've been watching TV killing the time. Not many good channels and of course there is the language barrier, so that limited me to just watching without knowing what they were actually saying. Using my imagination to fill in my own  words made these shows became pretty interesting . All the males were assholes in them and the females didn't put up with their shit. Maybe I should become a writer. 😉

Hearing the beeping sound coming from the only exit out of here , I knew I wasn't going to be alone much longer. I hope Dad is back or better yet they let me the hell out of here. I'm going stir crazy here in this windowless tomb. 

"Where are you sweetie?" It was dad , a part of me was disappointed it wasn't Lucien . Stupid mate bond.

"In here" I call out, not even bothering to get up from my seat. I had quite the nest here with pillows and snacks scattered around me. Don't judge me, I was bored and so I stress eat junk food.