Done In The Dark (Completed)

Chapter 19

Secret
3 months later

"What the hell?" I said as I tried to squeeze myself into a dress that fit me like a glove two weeks ago.

"What happened?" Ashley asked.

" I can't fit this dress anymore, it fit just fine a couple days ago." I said as I tugged at it.

"Mm, you better not be pregnant bitch." Ashley said.

I looked at her and laughed, I looked at the mirror and made a funny face.

All of a sudden I felt sick too my stomach, I rushed to the bathroom and began to throw up everything in my stomach.

Ashely shortly walked in, she looked at me with eyebrows raised.

"I'll be back." She said as she turned on her heels and walked out.

I knew exactly where she was going. She was going to buy pregnancy tests.

I wiped at my mouth as I shook my head.
I stood up and got dizzy, I stumbled over to my phone and called Dante.

After a couple rings he answered.

"Hello?" He said.

I paused for a second

" I think I'm pregnant." I said

He stood quiet for a couple minutes.
"Hello? Nigga? Did you die?" I asked.

"I'm coming over." He said and quickly hung up.

I sat at the edge of my bed, my head hung low and I felt my heart sink into my stomach.

I felt tears rolling off my face, how could I let this happen? All because I wanted to get back at somebody who I love.

I heard Ashley open the door.
She walked directly into my room.

"Why you crying?" She asked with slight attitude.

I looked up at her and as expected she had a pregnancy test in hand.

"I don't need to take a pregnancy test." I said.

"Why not?!" She asked.

"I already know I'm pregnant." I said.

I felt her looking at me.

"Let's just make sure, ok?" She said.

I got up and went into the bathroom. I pissed on the pregnancy test and waited 5 minutes.

Soon the test marked positive.

I shook my head and walked out of the bathroom.

Dante was sitting on my bed and so was my sister.

I stood at the door, and tears dropped.

"Why are you crying ?" Dante asked as he got up and walked up to me.

"My life is over! I don't want to be taking care of fucking children, I'm not ready! I'm dealing with too damn much." I screamed.

He hugged me," it's ok, I'm here. I'm not going anywhere." He said.

His words where surprisingly comforting to me.

"I think you guys are grown, you knew what yall where doing, take responsibility." Ashley said.

I nodded.

"I'll always take responsibility and be there for my child as be here for you Secret." Dante said.

I smiled at him.

"I'll be here too sissy," Ashley said.

"Bitch you have no choice." I said. We all laughed at this.

I felt much better, now this is going to change everything.

After a couple days of adjusting to the new life that was growing inside of me and doctor appointment after doctor appointment.

I decided to go shopping, it always took my mind off of things.

As I walked towards my car I felt someone walking behind me, I rolled my eyes.

"Not this bullshit again, tell daddy I'll be there later!" I said.

I looked into the tinted window of my car, it was jazz.
She stood behind me with both hands on side of me.

"It's been three months Secret, you don't miss me ? I gotta tell you something." She said

I turned around to face her, I inhaled and then exhaled loudly.
"Jazz." I started.

"No Secret I'm sorry I know I fucked up and I shouldn't have told you the things I told you, I'm sorry I know I hurt you but believe me when I tell you that I don't mean to tell you that. I love you Secret, I'm inlove with you, you are who I want too be with, I'll drop everything for you." She said

"Jazz, stop. " I said as I rolled my eyes.

"I'm sorry for all the bullshit I put you through... " she began.

"Jazz I'm pregnant !" I screamed.

She stepped back with a wild expression on her face.
"I'm sorry it wasn't planned." I tried to explain.

She held her hand up and grabbed at her chest. "Damn Secret, now I know what it feels like too be you." She said as she walked away.

I felt extremely bad for Jazz I felt like I hurt her bad, but like she said she finally knew what it felt like too be me.