Storm Of Yesterday (On Going)

Regrets

Chapter 18

Regrets

After a while, ang grupo ay nagdesisyon ng mag ayos at mag handa dahil aalis na rin sila. Sinadya kong mag pahuli dahil ayaw ko na dito sa public cr ng club house mag ayos. Matagal akong maligo kaya mas minabuti ko ng sa bahay nalang.

Though it's cold out here lalo na't kakagaling lang namin sa pool. How odd it could be? I feel cold outside but deep within me i feel a fire burning, i feel something has lighten up. There's warmth in my heart even in the middle of the coldest night.

His hand is travelling at the small of my back. My mind and my heart is filled with tranquility and solace. I can't help but be happy. Truly happy.

I glance at him at sinalubong kagad ako ng kanyang matatamis na ngiti.

"Take the shower." i said. "It's already cold. Uuwi na kayo mamaya niyan."

He pouted. "Hmm, later. I still want to enjoy this moment with you." he said and then he rested his hand on my waist slightly hugging my sides.

"Okay, then." pag sangayon ko. "Hmm, are you happy?" i asked while looking into his eyes.

He kissed my cheeks before answering. I smiled at that.

"Yes."

His eyes are all focus on me. I can't helped but be overwhelmed with the attention he is giving me right now. I can sense his gratefulness and sincerity in every gestures he gives.

Nilingunan ko siya muli. I rested my hand on his thighs. I sat on him and i can feel the warmth of his chest.

"I still can't believe it." he whispered.

I chuckled at kinurot ko siya. "You are not dreaming. See?" i giggled again.

Napangiwi siya sa ginawa ko. But he smiled afterwards.

I pushed him towards the boy's shower room para makapag ayos na siya dahil uuwi na rin sila maya maya. Thinking of being apart from him saddens me. Oh c'mon, don't be too clingy.

He always chuckles. Napansin ko iyon. Shaun has this mysterious side, the side that no one is allowed to touch. But the other side is the one you will never expect with someone like him. He always has the ability to make the air lighter, to make the ambiance happier. I like how goofy he is, it makes me comfortable. Pero kapag minsan ay seryoso siya ay parang gusto ko na lamang mag tago sa likod niya. I can't contain his eyes.

Nang nakabalik na ako ay nadatnan ko si Paul na nagaayos ng gamit niya habang nakikipag lokohan kay Edison.

He turned to me then smirked.

"Inlove, huh?"

I flushed at his remark. "Well..." i searched for words but i can't seem to find one.

"Don't worry. I am know it even though you don't admit. I've seen you two since grade 7. Torpe si Shaun, pakipot ka." umiling siya at nag patuloy. "I am happy for the both of you... Buti nga at tumuloy iyan." dugong niya pa.

"Huh? What do you mean..." pag tataka ko.

"He asked for my help. But i told him to try by himself. If it doesn't work... Sa tulad mong..." he stopped. "Then he said that he felt guilty. Dahil kay Kence. Mag kaibigan sila. Pero alam ko namang hindi ka mahilig sa... Mas bata sayo? At alam ko rin namang gusto mo siya kaya pinush ko. Sinabi ko na habang maaga pa, unahan niya na." then he laughed.

"I am glad you pushed him, though..." i said. "If he lacks courage that much, this day could've not happened."

"Alam niyang nauna si Kence sayo, field trip palang. O nung mga naunang months. He saw that. Susuko na sana siya dahil akala niya baka sakanya ka na mapunta. If i haven't pushed him... Wala ka sigurong jowa ngayon." pagmamayabang niya.