Storm Of Yesterday (On Going)

Yellow Hearts

Chapter 20

Yellow Hearts

Nang nakarating ang inorder niya sa Mcdo, pinag saluhan na namin ito at kumain sa mesa. Kaming dalawa lamang ang kumain muna dahil sabi ni Mama ay mamaya na daw sila pagkatapos namin. Shaun refuse to make them wait so inabot niya na mismo ang burger, fries and drinks nila. I smiled at him when he got back on our dining table.

Kaya talaga siguro gusto ni Mama sakanya. He shows genuiness in every possible way he can. That's what i like in him too.

We chitchat about different topics. Mostly i let him lead the conversation dahil pakiramdam ko ay mas madami siyang puwedeng ikuwento and i like listening to his stories. I find it entertaining and cute when he keeps the conversation alive. Habang nag kukwento siya ay hindi ko maiwasang mamamanghang sa mata niya, sa labi niya, kung paano siya matawa, kung paano siya gumalaw habang nag kukwento. I notice every parts of him and i am simply learning how to love every bits of him.

"Love? nakikinig ka ba?" sabi niya ng napansin yatang nag sspace out ako sa harap niya.

I am listening pero hindi ko maiwasang matulala. Really? Nag fafast forward ang utak ko, nakikita ko yung future ko sakanya, kasama siya. Cliche, right? akala ko sa movies lang possible ang ganoon.

"Ha? Y-yes" i said ng naibalik na ang wisyo.

He continued his stories, iba iba iyon kaya natutuwa nalamang ako. Wala nga yata ako masyadong ambag sa usapan namin, e. Palaging siya lamang ang nag sasalita. Pero kung may naisip naman akong sabihin ay sumasapaw ako. Don't get me wrong. lol

When it's near 5 o'clock in the afternoon, nag aya na siyang umuwi dahil ayun ang curfew ni tita sakanya. He needs to be home before mag dilim dahil malilintikan siya sa Mama niya. Even if i still don't want to let go of him because i'd miss him, hindi ko parin ipinakita because i know he'll extend. And i don't want that, i don't want him to disobey his mom's rules just because of me, just because i'll miss him. Nag papalakas rin ako sa Mama niya.

"I'll go now," he said when we got out of our house.

I did my best not to look forlorn and dismayed because why would I? He spent most of his time with me so i should be at least grateful that i get to spend a day with him. Thus, we fixed our problem just because he made an effort to do it.

I realized that relationships aren't always the cumulus clouds and rainbows, there are also nimbus clouds that could get along our skies and storms to challenge us. But what's more important is that we are willing to go through any destructions and trials in any circumstances that may happen.

We just have to always evaluate ourselves if we are always willing to go through storms with them, dahil kung hindi ay mahirap kung isa lamang ang lalaban. Ang ibong lumilipad sa himpapawid ay hindi makakalipad ng maayos ng isang pakpak lamang ang gamit.

You know someone told me a story about a bird who always wanders in the sky, and then one day, as that bird roams around the sky a storm and a thunder came along its way. So his left wing was strucked by a lightning. So the bird fell and he was so sad to the point that he lost his hope of flying again and admiring things from above because he will be dyfunctional without his other wing and with that he can't take flight again. So likewise in a relationship, we can't surpass anything with someone fighting alone, with only one putting much effort to keep the relationship going and alive. We should work things out together to make this thing work.

Hindi makakalipad ang ibon ng isa lamang ang pakpak na gagamitin.

"Hatid na kita." sabi ko sakanya ng nakabawi na sa mga naiisip.