UPDATE. WIISJWISBSIDNE IM SO SOS SOSAKSONWSOWN SORRY.
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I sit in Samy's car, crossed arms. Its been silent since we got in.
He starts to tap his thumb on a random rhythm.
"Okay! Something's clearly annoying you, whats wrong.. is it about us dating?" Samy asks me.
I look at him with a bored expression. "Oh no! Dont say that out loud! The media might hear... remember we must keep it secret!" I said calmly.
He stays silent for a minute.
"Why are you mad about it?" He asks in a hushed tone.
I snort at his question. "Are you du- Samy!" I said fully turning to him.
He looks at me confused, "why are you hiding this relationship? Who? Why? from who?!" I said with anger in my voice.
He turns away from me and focuses on the road.
I chuckle, "you know what? Fine." I smile as I grab my phone and get on it.
He looks back at me and frowns, "what are you up t-"
"Shh!" I say to him.
I go on my snapchat and take a picture of me and captioning it,
'Why can't I just get a man? Someone wife me up :('
I show it to Samy and before he can object I post it.
"Ness..." he says angrily. I look at him and smile.
Immediately I got a snap from Mariano.
"Mar.." I said quietly.
Samy snatches my phone and reads the message. He huffs and reads it out loud.
"I'm here to apologize Vanessa. I should've never tried with you in the classroom, I hope you can forgive me. I want to make it up with you somehow, a date? Just me and you. Please give it consideration. In all seriousness. I love you."
I go wide-eyed, but part of me was happy Samy saw it.
"What the f-"
I cut Samy off, "I'm going on that date," I say through a clenched smile.
Samy coughs, "no the fuck you arent," he says angrily.
"Says who? I ain't got no boyfriend that he knows about so?" I growled.
I know this is fucked up, but I do not have any regrets.
Noel would probably scold me but do I care? Nah.
I quickly get up and grab my phone.
Samy shaking his head and sighing. "Fine." Is all he says before focusing on the road once more.
I text back Mariano,
"Sounds good."
I shut off my phone and rest my feet on my seat as I stare at the sun out the window, a smile plastered on my face.
Sorry Samy, but you made me mad.
I know what I did was wrong and I'm sorry for that, but I don't know how else to put my anger.
I love you, I love you so much don't forget that Sam.
Even if I'm being categorized as a toxic girlfriend right now, I love you.
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Its been a couple months. I'm sorry girls and gays 😔.
